basically, you're texting him confessing your love
your pov
hey ethan. i'm sorry for texting you at such a late time. but i really need to confess something to you. we have been friends for so many fucking years. through those years, we have been through a lot; stupid friend arguments, you helping me when boys would break my heart, me helping you when girls would break your heart, adventures, tough family times, crazy road trips, and deep conversations. i was in love with you through every single one of those moments. yes, i had boyfriends. but they were a distraction because i knew you didn't feel the same way. the day i met you, i knew you were the one for me. but i questioned, was i the one for you? i loved you through all of those crazy adventures, and i still love you. i'm not expecting you to feel the same way. and i'm not expecting you to respond. i just had to get this off of my chest