Will I ever be perfect? A boku no hero academia fanfiction

Chapter 9

Hi! it's me again! sorry it is taking so long. everything in life is a mess and i am trying to do anything at once. Thank you for loving my story though it means a lot to me!

well that being said lets get started with the new chapter.

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Shoto arrived at school later as he had hoped as a few fellow classmates had already arrived and talking to each other. He could hear his name drop from his small group of mutrals.

"Yeah I am worried about him too. He doesn't look to good. you know? His body language is slaking. He looks slimmer." Uraraka had said. So he assumed they had been gossiping about him. Great. He thought he was hiding everything well but apparently not really.

He walked up to them. Midoriya noticed him first and smiled. "Good morning Todoroki. Come join us." He chirped while giving Uraraka an elbow to shut her up.

"Morning." Shoto responded but went to sit on his seat already. He felt tired and even though he was on pain meds he was hurting really bad. Not have energy nor concentration to listen to the others. Sitting through the school day was going to be a task itself.

"Are you ok?" Midoriya asked while coming closer to his dual coloured friend. his smile turning into a concerned look. He noticed the layers of make-up on his friends face. It was hard to miss. so many layers of foundation and concealer is was starting to miss match with his neck and his skin looked to un real.

"Mhm." Shoto replied and got to sit down at his seat. Far away from where the rest was located. Sighing deeply. Of course, the person he loved could look straight through him. No smile, no frown, nothing could throw him of. He always knew when he was upset or something was happening, always wanting to help when he could. It made him weak. Made him want to reach out for help. But he shouldn't he would ruin his father's reputation by letting Izuku know what was happening still.

"Well if you say to Todoroki, just know when you want to talk just reach out to me no matter how later it is. My phone will always be on standby." Izuku gave him a sad smiling, knowing well that his friend was not ok. He so desperately wanted to hug him close and tell him it was going to be ok. To adopt him, sort of, having him live with him and his mom. They could spare a room in their small apartment if they had too.

"Everyone get to your seats, class is starting." AIzawa suddenly showed up in the classroom, standing in front of the classroom. Seriously where did he come from? "I want you to make English homework you all know you have not finished and be silent doing it." He zipped himself up into his yellow favorite sleeping bag.

The day went on like that, Shoto was having a hard time staying awake from all the painkillers he had to take every two hours to keep the pain tolerable. He made sure to look around the class before to take the pills, not wanting anyone to know he was in pain.

Unfortunately for him he had forgotten today they had training in their training suit and he was going to have to change in the changing room, surrounded by all his fellow male classmate. Everyone could see his purple blue chest and arms. He couldn't change in the toilets he would only get more questions. He just had to make sure he was the last one in the changing room. Just spend five minutes on the toilet pretending he had a stomach pain and get out after to change.

So, he did, the changing room was all empty, giving him the peace of being able to change without the whole class watching and judging him. What he didn't know was that both Midoriya and Tenya were watching him from around the corner. Izuku wanted to scream seeing his bruised friend. No way sparing training was that painful on him. This couldn't be done at school. This should have happened on the streets or his dad had hit him. Endeavor wouldn't do that right? The number two hero should be smart enough knowing he shouldn't beat his son.

Tenya lay a hand on his shoulder, shaking his head. "We better get going, don't want Shoto to see us, he is almost done changing, come." He pulled his friend with him. Feeling bad for spying on his classmate/friend. But it was the class rap job to be watching over all the students if they were doing ok and this was a huge shock to him.

Shoto took a look at his arms, luckily his self-inflicted wounds did not bleed through. He could just pull the bandage off as sweat bands or protection in a fist fight without quirks. It didn't even come to the attention of Izuku when he got out or earlier when he was spying on his friend. Many wore sweatbands or help to strengthen up their bones with the extra protection.

It was one of these quirk less fighting lessons. Shoto was paired up with Izuku. Izuku was being extra careful to not hit Shoto on the chest while defending or attacking him. Shoto noticed this, why was Izuku was careful? They were allowed to hit everywhere on the body accept for between the legs or If you were a girl the boob region was out of the game. Of course, in real life if you really had to protect yourself you could as last resort but it just was not allowed. But Shoto was male and was ok with being hit. He had hit his friend a few times, hard when he was dreaming off or rambling about something he couldn't quite get.

When it was time to switch partners Shoto turned to Izuku. "You shouldn't be so careful and just hit me when you had the change. Good for you I am not a villain but don't forget that." When he got to leave his wrist was being taken by a concerned Midoriya. "I.. I did not want to hurt you because your ribs seemed to be quite blue and I didn't want to hurt it worse. Maybe we should go see recovery girl. How did you even get these bruises, I don't remember training ever being this heart on you especially sinds after the sports festival and you started to use your fire side more often. Did you get raped? Were you attacked? Was it your father while training you?"

Shoto turned pale. How did Izuku notice? He swore he had kept it hidden well enough. Everyone was gone out of the changing room when he was there so how did he know? "Take care." Shoto walked away, pulling himself free. Yes, better not over react as that would only earn suspicion from his friend. And he was a bad lair. No way he was able to keep it up. He would have to talk about it with Aizawa because Izuku would have told him. And who else would get informed? No that wouldn't be ok. Just act like it is not there and it will soon be forgotten. Recovery girl was no option either. She would see how he got the bruises and broken ribs just by looking at her, she was a professional you know? He was going to be just fine like always.