Nick's POV
I don't really know how I got this feeling of just endless love. At the time I was only 16 turning 17 soon, but when I met her I knew I would never love someone as I much as loved her. Her as in Demi, I had dreams about her, I thought about her all the time never once did I stop. Sometimes I had these moments were id just reflect on everything, on her I was never this happy except when I was with her. That's what happened to me this morning when I found her in my arms peacefully sleeping her chest rising and falling. All distress erased from her face, and her lip quivering at little when her forehead would crease. My heart was just full of happiness endless happiness and love for someone who I had become so close to. I was still thinking to myself when I saw Demi's beautiful eyes flutter open a small smile forming across her lips. "Hi" she said in almost a whisper. "Hi Dem" I said with a full smile across my face. "Thank you for letting me sleep in here last night, I don't know what I would've done by myself " "You're welcome I didn't mind at all, I'm glad you knocked on my door so thank you" I said jokingly. She blushed and it made my heart melt like everytime I saw her smile or heard her laugh.
We sat there for awhile just talking about anything that came to mind when Demi said "Nick I remember what you said to me last night before you left my room, and I just want you to know I love you too. And I promise I won't date Cody again you're right he isn't worth it." I immediately started blushing she had heard me. In a way I was completely embarrassed but I was also relieved. I couldn't take seeing them together it broke my heart.
Demi's POV
Days went by and I still wasn't getting any better, but one thing kept me going was what Nick said to me before he left my hotel room that night. I replayed the moment over and over again in my mind. I never in my years of living thought one person could change your life as Nick did mine. He changed it for the better. But he didn't know that yet I assume. After all we were just friends. Nothing more nothing less.
More days past then weeks Nick remained the same amazing, breath taking human being that ever walked the earth, and I again remained the same. Me always trying to get better but nothing ever worked. The only real time I was happy was when I was singing or with Nick. Nick and I were already 17 turning 18 in a few months for me. Life was even more difficult as time went by, work, tour, more work. Over and over again and never anytime to think, to heal.
As the days slowly went by I stayed the same I stayed depressed. No one would ever see that side but I did. And that had to count didn't it? I tried to get better I really did but I could never stay strong not even for Nick. Especially during the summer of 2009 I remember it so clearly it makes me sick to just think about it.
Nick and I had and still have an inseparable bond but that summer for the first time I didn't want to talk to him like we always did after shows. I didn't want to do anything.
Nick was talking as calmly as I have ever heard him talk to anyone saying "Dem I love you I really do a lot you need to tell someone about this please."
I ignored him once again about the issue because for once I didn't want to talk about it anymore. We sat together on the tour bus alone. Practically screaming. Me anyway he was completely calm. I knew one day I would have to do something but I didn't know when or how. When Nick finally left that night all I could do was cry. Nick and I weren't in a relationship but i felt as if he was my own angel that would practically save me from the worst. Like he was the person I would be in love with until I died. Me and Nick always.
For weeks that was all I could think about, I couldn't think straight because he was always on my mind no matter what I was doing. Nick was all I could think about. On set when we would be filming camp rock 2 I would only want to talk to him, it was the only time I felt safe and happy. He was my rock. Each night we'd watch movies and eat popcorn together and write songs like we were meant to be together all this time I was lost in some alternate world that was always lonely. Nick was the real reason I wrote Catch Me. Other boys were inspirations for other songs but they didn't matter to me as much as Catch Me did. Anything that made me feel closer to Nick made me feel something totally different. Something totally new and real. He made me feel loved.
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