Your child
I know I am not perfect..
I am filled with flaws and faults..
I can best define Imperfect..
But...Why cant you take me as I am..
Why cant you love me for what I am..
You created me this way..
Why cant you ACCEPT it..
You always point my faults ..
You say Am full of flaws..
Every breath I take..
You remind me how useless..
I am made....
I know I am not perfect
But it's the way I am carved..
I know am just..
Waste of space..
Yet..
Another mistake in your eyes...
I am tired of trying now...
To be the child you once dreamed of..
You dont see my efforts for you..
You see only how I fail how badly i fall....
I loved you..
So I tried my all till now..
I scream ..I shout..
Please Stop...
I cry and Cry..
As your words keep pulling my soul apart..
My hand Shed red tears..
And my body has fallen numb ..
I can feel nothing..
I just hear your voices that keeps opening the wounds I just healed..
But I cant feel the pain..
Nor does it hurts anymore..
I can only feel one thing ...
Thats EMPTINESS...
Sorry I could never be the child you dreamed of..
But I love you
And thats all I can do...
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