Art book 2 | COMPLETE

I'm livid :) trans problems yk?

ooo I have two things to rant about but this happened recently I'll talk about this.

So here I am just casually not paying attention in Algebra 1 and one of my "friends" taps me on the shoulder and says

"hey Alex, I gotta talk to you"

I respond like a normal and ask wassup what do you wanna tall about

she says, "I need to tell you something I suggest you don't do for you know  being a guy"

no offense but now I'm against what ever bill shit she has to say cause I know it won't be helpful information, bit I'm curious so I ask what is it?
(from this point on I'll just talk like this is dialogue in a book)

she tells me, "well when it comes to surgeries definitely get top but don't get bottom,"

"why?" I respond, anger level: 60/100

"well what if you wanna have kids?"

"I don't," anger level: 69/100

"well what if you get a partner who is also trans and you wanna have kids? if one of you doesn't have the parts how will you do it?"

"I'm not get pregnant, men don't get pregnant," anger level: 89/100

"some do"

"yes, a very small amount do, but I don't wanna be apart of that small amount! I want to have a penis," anger level: 98/100

"but some trans people regret it!"

"SOME! That word has been said a lot, some. Meaning few. I don't want to get pregnant ok? I want to have a dick, I want to be a man and if you haven't noticed, men don't have vaginas, men don't naturally get pregnant! So yes, I WILL be getting top and bottom surgery," anger level: 1000/100 (have I mentioned I have anger issues?)

"fine, but you might regret,"

"might, means little chance," anger level: 1001/100

and then we ended the conversation.

For the rest of the day I felt sick in my stomach thinking about and I had the worst thing of dysphoria I ever fucking had, tbh if I weren't so angry and surrounded by people I might have cried cause it just made me so sick to think about.

So, here's a tip... don't tell someone who is trans to not transition, it will do more harm than good and, if it were a person other than me, could make them severely depressed and dysphoric. Being trans isn't a choice and the only time we'll be satisfied with our selves is when we transition.

Also, unpopular opinion time(probably), if you regret changing your junk sorry but you aren't trans. If you wanted to be a man but regret removing your breasts and vagina then sorry hun, you aren't fucking trans. Sorry :)

I just, mmmmm, these were moments I had a friend I could seriously talk to and hug and shit and just cry cause like I swear I don't have depression right now but if things keep up I don't know how positive I'll be able to stay for much longer. I just like really need to cry but can't :)

the rant is over, thank you for coming to my TED Talk! :)