I'll follow you into the dark❤️

Eighteen

Trixie's P.O.V

Alaska and I decided to get up early and take a trip to a shopping mall that we used to go to all the time when we were kids.

"So Trix tell me all about you and Katya"

"Ok so what do you want to know?"

"Every last dirty detail!"

She winked at me and I punched her arm. We laughed and I continued.

"Well the sex is good, actually great. But it's not all about sex. She is the most beautiful woman ever and I love her so much. We have had our bumps in the road but we over came them. She does the cutest things. Like how when she smiles her lips go up far enough so not only can you see her teeth but her gums, and when she laughs her nose crinkles and it's so cute. She treated me like a human when no one else did. I love her so much. Maybe that love comes from years of built up tension between us but who knows. All I know is that she's the one for me"

I look over and Alaska has stopped. I look and she has the biggest smile on her face, then I see it. She is standing right in front of the candy store.

"Alaska n-"

Before I could finish my sentence she pulls the door open and runs right in. Jeez some things never change. I walk in after her and see her already filling a bag with candy.

"Alaska what the hell are you doing?"

"I thought we could share"

She looks up at me with an airhead hanging out of her mouth. I couldn't help but laugh. She has always had the childlike personality that you could only help but love. After the shop we continued walking.

"So how are you and Sharon."

A worried look went across her face. I could tell she was dreading that question. She looks up at me.

"Eh ok I guess."

"No it's not. Laskey whats on your mind?"

I watched her cringe at that sentence. I could tell she was uncomfortable. She did end up talking.

"Sharon is falling back into a hole. A huge hole she dug for herself. She is drinking again. Bad. Like she can drink a whole bottle of vodka in a night bad. I'm worried. She's starting to become abusive. She hit me one night. Not across the face or anything just on my arm. But it's the fact that she still did. I know she isn't like that. I know deep down in her there's the old Sharon that would never. But right now I'm just trying to help her find that. But you know how she is. Very independent. Never wants help with anything. So when I try to help her we just end up fighting. I feel like the only time we are ever happy with each other is when we are fucking and that sucks."

"Alaska I'm - I'm at a loss for words."

"It's ok Trix. I get that it's a lot."

"Alaska I think you and Sharon should sit down and figure out what is happening here. This sounds really toxic and you nor Sharon deserve what is happening."

"I know. I just *sigh* I don't wanna loose her. She means everything to me. And looking at the fact that this is now a possibility, it fucking hurts. And it's scary."

"I know it's scary. But if you sit with Sharon and figure it out then you two should move on. If there is true love in this relationship, then Sharon won't leave. But if there isn't, then maybe it's time to rethink. I'm not trying to be that bitch that breaks this relationship, I just want you to know that its ok to take some time. As long as she is getting better."

"Thank you Beatrice I love you."

"Ugh ew"'

"What?"

"You said my name"

"Haha bitch"

"Fuck you!"

"I know you wanna"

Alaska and I walked around for a while until the mall started to get really crowded. We started to walk out and find the car. I don't wanna give my pity to Alaska since that's the last thing she needs right now. She just needs someone there and I'm willing to step in. And I know Katya will step in for Sharon. I just need to talk to Katya and make sure she is on the same page with everything. Oh I hope Sharon feels the same way Alaska does. Or this could get ugly.