Pain (12)

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(a/n a bit of a trigger warning to this+ plus sorry for the night update it's like almost 11 and I have to wake up for school tomorrow 😂)

Hoseok POV
Tae and I were driving back to our house from the long, stressful Monday. Jungkook did not show up to school today, which I don't know if I should be surprised or not. I'm concerned about him, he hasn't eaten right the days he did show up the remainder of last week.

We were in the driveway of our house when all of a sudden Tae got a call, it was Jungkooks mom. Tae picked up the phone and answered.

"Hey, yeah what's going on. You're kidding. Yeah we'll be over there right away alright, bye" He said and hung up

"What's up" I said, worried.

"Jungkook wont eat and he's passed out on his bed" he said, I could see that he was holding in his tears. It was a rare moment when Jungkook wouldn't eat food of any sort.

"oh holy shit" I said and backed the car out, Tae was texting mom about the situation as I did and we headed to Jungkooks house, which wasn't far away, only 2 blocks away. We arrived there quickly and knocked on the door.

Mrs.Jeon didn't hesitate to answer.

"Come I'm in bits he's upstairs"

Tae and I rushed upstairs, there Jungkook was, he was indeed passed out and there was cold food on his bedside table untouched.

"I-i can't get him to eat I don't know what to do" Mrs.Jeon said, her voice full of worry and tears falling down her face.

"He's going to refuse to eat if well that's his goal, he's trying to starve himself. I think the only way we'll get him to eat is by admitting him to the hospital and they can give him a food tube if he continues to refuse solid food"  Tae said, his knowledge from his mom.

"Wow your mom must have taught you well" She said

"Yeah I know a bit" He said, shrugging and looking back at Jungkook, who was treating himself poorly all because of this.

"Mrs.Jeon, this isn't going to help this situation but I need to roll up his sleeves" So he did and there were fresh cuts on him.

"Hell I knew it" He said in a low voice, but loud enough for us to both hear.

"My poor boy" Mrs.Jeon said, running over to him and holding onto his arms.

"What's happening at school?" she asked

"There's a lot of friend drama" I said and explained the past couple of days to her, from homecoming, to the attempted kisses.

"That's a lot, oh my. I never thought he'd behave like this, then take it out on himself." She said

"He regretted it the second he did it" Tae said

"I'd hope so, but I wish he didn't handle it this way. I wish he would've talked it out with someone" She said, concerned

"All 6 of us tried to contact him, but he ignored our replies early in the morning after he replied to our reply hours later. Lying that he's fine, ok or good." I said and showed him the snaps he had posted.

"I've never seen him hurt like this he's always been so happy and cheerful I-" Mrs.Jeon was cut off by Tae

"I know he's typically happy but 2 years ago I talk Jungkook out of Suicide" He said

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