Rain || Vhope

Hate (2)

Hoseok POV
I woke up like any other school day, at 6am. The best thing was though that it was Friday, and I had plans to stay at Taes house so I could escape my alcoholic mother and I really like Tae. The mother thing is just a bonus. I was sick of her being super happy to drunk or hungover. I needed to escape this house.

I got up and got around,you know the basics. Long sleeve shirt and skinny jeans. My glass and then I Put on colorful eye shadow today in hopes my mom wouldn't notice or that she wasn't awake from the shit she does late at night. She acts like I'm stupid but I know what you're up to mom.  I'm in high school and I have decent grades. I swear she thinks I'm 5 and still pure.

I looked at myself in the mirror before walking outside of the bathroom. Ew, but what could I change. I swear I was going to ruin my eye shadow by how much I wanted to cry this morning. Ugh, well here goes nothing.

I walked out into the kitchen. Darkness. Which means she wasn't  awake, maybe she was home either, it wouldn't shock me she's stayed at randon guys houses over night. Gross. The thought of that made me want to puke,I looked out the living room window to see if her car was there and only my car remained. I also saw that it was thunder storming, what a wa
y to start a Friday. Well mom, that's gross, but I don't have to deal with your bitching at 6am about being flamboyant. If you didn't want me to be this way why didn't you give me to dad like my sister? Or is it because you wanted to Protect Me From him? That'd be a surprise. You didn't protect me from his endless insults before. Insults that felt like he was shooting me even though I was already dead! I didn't have time to think OR cry about this.

I grabbed Yogurt, that is honestly the only thing that even sounded appealing this early im the morning after my discovery. Mom why did you turn into a person I don't even know?  It's like living with a stranger at this point.

Before leaving I quickly wore twin my journal.
The sun doesn't Seem to shine anymore. It's like it's disappeared and all were left with is the clouds and the endless storms. 

I basically threw the journal onto my desk. I was so frustrated with everything! The booming Thunder outside doesn't help.

I headed to my car and put my hood up. I wish I could hide my face, my rain coated face, from everybody like I am right now. I'm so sick of seeing my own face why would others want to see it?

I got in my car, and felt the cooling sensation you get when you get in the car from being out in the rain. I was soaked with rain, but honestly I could care less about the rain covering me. I drove to school, hood up. The drive was short lived, only 15 minutes through the storms and there wasn't much traffic due to it being 7am when I left.

I got out and walked through the double doors from the student parking lot, walking through the long hallways to my English class. I got in only to be greeted by Tae himself, which made me
Feel better.

"Hey Hobi!" He said hugging me, God how was he so awake in the morning.

"Hey Tae" I said, we started walking over To our seats, I now sat next to him. I relaxed in the seat, which only made me feel more tired.

"Take this off silly" he said pulling off my hood

"I like it that way" I said attempting
To put it back on by the stopped me in the process.

"You need to show your beautiful face and eye shadow, Hobi" Tae said, looking at me with a fake pout.

"My face is the opposite of beautiful, if anything it needs to be hidden" I said, fake laughing.