Anxiety (Intro)

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Before we start here are their looks for the book (hair Wise and style wise)

Hoseok's hair

Hoseoks style

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Hoseoks style

Taes hair/Style

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Taes hair/Style

Hoseok POV I hated that I had to move for probably the 20th time in my life

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Hoseok POV
I hated that I had to move for probably the 20th time in my life. I was sick of it! Maybe this would be a good high school, just maybe. I hated myself too, I may be able to be what my friends back in Gwanju called sunshine for show, but that wasn't the reality.

I was actually really depressed and the only thing that helped me was dance. Well something else too, but we keep that under the sleeves. I was too scared to tell my mom she had already been through enough. Which it's probably my fault. This school was big and that terrified me, a lot actually. I had been worrying about this for the past month of living here and exploring the city. I also got to tour the school yesterday. Especially being gay and probably the damn fool of the school. And school starts tomorrow. I
Couldn't stress enough to going to this Damn school!
I looked up at my plain white ceiling, I had no idea I was crying until I felt the tears fall down my face.
Will anyone ever love me or am I going to be lonely forever?
I look out my bedroom window and saw the gray skies, pouring down rain.
I grabbed my journal and wrote
"The rain, it pours like my tears."

Taehyung POV
I was beyond excited for school tomorrow! Especially since I finally got to take that photography class I've always wanted to take. And I would get to see my friends Namjoon, Jin, Yoongi, Jimin, and Jungkook everyday too.
I had one worry though, what if the school found out I was gay? The popular guy, Taehyung who gets hit on by girls and even guys gay? My friends, they don't care, they're all either Bi or gay themselves, but damn this school it wasn't the easiest to be gay, especially when you were popular. I don't even like being popular that much it just happened because of my face. Then my friends came along and boom. Some people are scared of me because I'm popular, but I'll talk to anyone.I'll accept anyone. I don't care who you are or What you do. I'll accept you.

I looked out my bedroom window, a view onto city Street where it was raining. I've Always rejected girls because I'm gay.
I sighed and looked at my pride flag on the wall.

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