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✧Tonight I am thinking of you,
remembering what I did,
and hating myself for it.
If I could take it all back I would.
I know I can't, I have to live with my mistakes,
but you shouldn't have to.
You wasted months and months of your life on me,
you'll never get that back.
I want to tell you how sorry I am,
I know I have already done so,
you said you forgive me even though you shouldn't have,
I do not deserve it.
You deserved,
and still do,
so much better than that.
I hurt you,
You trusted me with things you never told anybody else.
You cried for me,
even though I did not deserve it.
You cared for me,
again I did not deserve that either.
You may have even loved me,
although I truly hope you were just mistaken.
I hope you have found real love,
I hope you have found yourself a boy who loves you with every fiber of his being.
I hope he treats you like a queen.
I hope he knows how lucky he is to have you.
I know you aren't reading this,
But just in case I want you to know this is about you.✧
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Insomnia ✧☽
RandomA collection of random sentences, quotes, lyrics, and poems that keep me awake at night. Poems and lyrics will not be mine. Dedicated to Amorette, who will not stop bothering me to put up a book on here.
