Dear me,
Aparently, I really don't know what to write. I just suddenly feel like I want to write so, I decided to open an entry, waste my time and see how it goes along the way.
I love writing. I'm in love with writing.
Coz honestly, for me, it is where I can express myself fully. I love playing with words, and I like how I can hide the truth and my feelings in words.
Sometimes, instead of talking to people, I just write all my thoughts down especially if I am going through something. Coz sometimes, people only listen when they want too. And sometimes, people only listen to give you an answer.
But what they don't understand is that, sometimes we talk and share our thoughts not to find answers, but to be understood and to receive comfort from them. That sometimes, we just want to talk and take it all out. Hoping to ease our minds and free all the emotions that creeping inside of us.
Unfortunately, some people on my circle failed on that department. So, instead of me, wasting my time explaining and sharing my thoughts, I just prefer to write it down and come back when my head is cool enough to have better perspective about my issue.
Although I love to write and I don't think I'll ever stop, I'm still hoping to find someone who can understands me the way I want to be understood. Someone who listens and can read between the lines. Someone who can just let me talk until I get tired. And someone who can just hug me and tell me everything will be just fine.
