your POV:
i woke up in a cold sweat remembering what happened last year. my brain was screaming at me 'useless' 'whore'. i felt the tears escape my eyes as my breath got sharper. everything got darker and my head got dizzier until i heard someone...
'y/n? are you okay????' you heard f/n ask. her eyes stare at my face
'n-no'
'hey whats wrong?' she sat at the end of my bed and put her hand on mine
'its nothing. dont worry'
'okay. remember were moving too london tomorrow!!! youve been excited about this all week'
'oh yeah!' i wipe my tears and plaster on a smile
'get some sleep y/n. goodnight'
'goodnight f/n'
when she left i pulled my laptop onto my knees and opened youtube. i typed amazingphil into the search bar and watched nearly every video i could until i fell asleep.
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'Y/N! WAKE TF UPPPP'
my eyes shot open 'UGHHHH IM UPPP'
'good'
i role out of bed and fumble to find my glasses. i put them on and waddle over too your wardrobe and put (favourite shirt) and some ripped jeans. as i walk out my room im hit with the aroma of waffles.
'mmmm waffles'
'fucking finally your awake!'
'MIND YOUR PROFANITY F/N!!' you giggle
'ay you cant say anything y/f/n'
'hmph'i say fake pouting
'do you have your suitcase? were leaving in 2 hours' she says putting waffles onto the table then sitting down
'yes mum' i say before sitting down and demolishing my waffle.
after breakfast I pulled out my phone out only to discover that we had to leave in 5 minutes. I throw my coat on and shoes, grab my suitcase and me and f/n are out of the house saying goodbye too our old home and throwing ourselves into our car.
a/n: eek this is my first fanfic! it ain't good but I'm trying
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