backstabber !

bus ride

It was a new day, now about Wednesday, and I sat up slowly. 6:47..

I guess I have to wake up for school now. I sigh softly, pulling the covers off me. At least I could make it in time for the bus..

I pull out my school uniform, but long sleeves and shorts with my usual white socks. I put my hair into the ponytail, as always, and spray myself in certain fragments. You know, to smell nice. I brush my teeth, and afterwards go downstairs to get a bottle of water. I slide it into my bag, and shut it. I start at the clock. It was now 7, my bus gets here at around 7:15. Okay, I can make it.

I pull my bag over my shoulder, and start to head out the door. I probably should've eaten breakfast, but it'll be okay. I step outside, then walk a bit. I feel some raindrops falling on me, but it's okay.

It's okay as long as it isn't pouring, you know.

I enjoy this sort of weather regardless.

I sit at my stop, since there was a bench and waited for the others to arrive so I can get on the bus. I happen to see the twins from yesterday come, and they were both arguing.

"Kanade, you moron! Not all mint toothpaste taste the same!"

"Yes, they do, big sis!" She whined, "They really do, how could you have NOT noticed?"

"Are you calling me STUPID?!"

"N-No! I'm r-really sorry!" The one that has a smaller bust raises her hand, as if about to bop the other one on the head, and all the younger one does was flinch, but the hand never came striking down. "Ooh, you're LUCKY I'm so nice!"

"...I-I'm sorry..." She whispered, whimpering and trembling now.

Quite the cowardly type, huh..?

I'm pretty sure they came from my dream too, but I'm not sure. It's been a while since I had it so I don't remember much. I stare at my lap, and as it starts to get a really small crowd, the bus arrives and we all board. I sit at the seat where the air conditioner is. Bad idea, I know, because now I was gonna be the one trembling and shivering.

It was better than being hot, not even going to lie.

I place my bag besides me and lean my head on the glass pane. I just realized how frustrating school really was.

Drama, anxiety, pressure, go home, worry, give up, eat, sleep, repeat.

Only short breaks to eat, and testing your ability of what you know and don't know, calling you stupid if you don't know things others don't...

Yikes.

That sucks..

I was so lost in my thoughts I never heard Yokuro get on. She sits across from me and crossed her arms. I blink, then turned my head to look at her. "Yes, Yokuro?"

"I'm so pissed off!"

"Why?"

"So, I got called a prostitute for having big tits! It's not like I can control them! And I hate having these! My back and chest constantly hurt from it."

"Oh, I understand." I roll my eyes, "But you said that awfully loud."

"...i did, didnt I?"

"Yep."

"Crap.. Oh well. Go big or go home."

"Riiiight. Anyways, I'm just gonna listen to music if you don't mind me."

"Same here. Talk to you later, Sora."

"Mhm. Bye." I take out my phone and headphones, playing music.

I played some piano stuff.. It was fun. I think i like piano. Or maybe I just like the music it brings.

Nice.

I close my eyes, feeling at peace listening to this music. Playing piano really isn't easy. Playing an instrument ISN'T easy, that's that. I cant pick up a guitar and say I know how to play it. Even the triangle needs some work. Like you need to figure out when you're hitting it too hard, or when you need to hit it...

Yeah.

Not fun, but also fun to see other people happy with what YOU do.

I just want to make sure everyone around me is satisfied. As long as they are, it's all really okay!