suicidal || changlix

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I didn't let Felix out of my sight while his cuts were healing up. He seems to trust me now. "Changbin?" Felix whispers and pokes me away. We have been living in my apartment for the past weeks. "Yes Felix?" I say and sit up. Felix was laying next to me, and he wraps his arms around my chest. "Nothing, it's more comfortable to hug you like this." Felix explains. I sigh and just sink back into the bed. Felix giggles and smiles. He was seeming to get better.

"Changbin?" Felix whispers. "Yes?" I reply. Felix stays quiet for a minute and looks up at me. "Do you want to be my boyfriend?" He asks quickly. I look down at him in shock. "Yea." I say blandly and hug his guts out. Picking Felix up, I put him on the counter to check his cuts again. "It was a good moment too." Felix whines. "Sorry babe, but this is important." I tell him.

I unwrap his legs and arms and the cuts were healing. "They're healing well." I say and look up at him. Felix wraps his arms around my neck. "I love you, you know?" He whispers. "You're in a good mood." I note. He nods, then gets a phone call. "It's Jisung." He says excitedly and picks up. They talk about meeting up while I wrap his legs up. "Yea, yea. Tomorrow. Can I bring someone? My boyfriend. Yea. Sounds good, thanks." Felix utters. "You're gonna meet Jisung, okay?" Felix asks.

"Sounds good!" I say and pull Felix off the counter. Felix stumbles over to the couch, then lays down. His cheeks were a light pink, mixing with his freckles. I laughed to myself and made some toast. Felix yells he wants some. Sighing, I give him one. "Thank you." He says with a mouthful. Crumbs got everywhere. "Felix, you're getting crumbs everywhere." I say and wipe the crumbs off his mouth. "Sorry." He says and wipes his mouth.

Next Day

"Changbin, you get to meet Jisung today. Wake up." Felix shakes me aggressively. "Woah woah okay." I say and sit up. I hug Felix to make him stop shaking me. Felix sinks into the hug. "Come on, get dressed," Felix ushers me towards the dresser. I change into some jeans, a shirt, and put a plaid around my waist. I walk out with Felix and go to a local cafe.

"JISUNG!" Felix yells. A man turns around and run towards him. Jisung tackles Felix and smiles. "Long time no see! You look great!" Jisung says. "You too!" Felix says excitedly. "Who's this?" Jisung asks. "This is Changbin, my boyfriend." Felix explains. "Oh that's cute. How'd you guys meet?" Jisung asks. I glace over to Felix and say "It's a long story." Jisung nods and tell Felix he also invited a man named Minho. "Minho is coming? Yay!" Felix exclaims.

A few minutes later another man walks up to us. "Felix! Hey Jisung!" Minho says and hugs the shit out of Felix. "Hi Minho! This is my boyfriend, Changbin." Felix introduces me. "Hi Minho, Jisung." I say and bow. "Hello Changbin, treat Felix well." Minho  bows. Smiling, we all go to sit in a corner table. A worker comes over and gives us all the orders. Felix got a frappe, so I guessed he likes sweet things. I got some green tea. 

"So Changbin, are you two living together?" Minho questions. "We kinda are." I explain. "Kinda?" Jisung asks. "Not officially, but we have been living in his apartment for a few weeks." Felix explains to the both of them. "Cuteeee!" Jisung says loudly. A few people look over, but don't care. "Jisung be quiet!" Minho punches him in the arm. Jisung acts like hes so hurt, but he was fine.

The four of us got to know each other for the next few hours. Jisung and Minho told embarrassing stories about Felix and I found out where his accent was from. He was from Australia. Felix was also fluent in english, and not korean. "Awe, Felix why didn't you tell me?" I ask. "You never asked." Felix says, making a good point. "True true very true." Jisung laughs. We talk for about one more hour and then start to walk home. It was getting dark.

"Goodnight Jisung, goodnight Minho." Felix waves and I have to drag him away. Felix whines the whole way home. "Felix, you can have them over anytime. I don't mind." I remind him. "Really?" Felix looks up at me and it looks like the stars are in his eyes. "Your eyes are really pretty." I say in awe. "Thanks." Felix says and smiles brightly. His smile got me every time. 

Felix catches me staring at me and looks away shyly. We reach my apartment and I unlock it. Felix walks in first and 'yeets' himself onto a chair. I swiftly pick him up and carry him so I can replace his bandages. Felix tries to get out of my arms, but can't. I put him on the counter like always and take off his shirt. Felix covers his chest and I take off all of the bandages, and slowly re-wrap his legs and arms. 

Felix then tiredly stumbles towards the bed and falls down. I change into some sweats and a t shirt. Felix ushers me over to the bed and pulls me down. Felix holds my hand and hugs me. "I love you, good night." I whisper. "Goodnight." Felix whispers back.