I live in these constant memories,
even when you aren't around me I still see you.
I see you in the snow, in the music I hear on the radio,
I can't get away from you, you don't even have to be around me and I see you,
How am I supposed to forget you, when, in order to forget you, I'd never be able to open my eyes. And even then, the darkness would remind me of when you and I would just lay in silence. The sound of each other's breath, comforting us to sleep.It would've been easier if you had just died, because knowing you're around me, but not with me, is worse than the pain of knowing that I'd never see you again.
Because seeing you, makes everything in my body ache for you to be next to me, seeing me too.

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The difficulty of letting go
PoesíaWhen writing this, my only purpose was to try and let go all of the terrible things I was feeling. It wasn't made to be read by anyone, it was only created as a way for me to let go.