1:58 AM (7.20.2017)
Don't worry, I can handle it.
I always have, I don't have much of a choice.
Yet, I want everyone to know that it won't be like this forever, because I have grown tired pf being "strong" of being the "bigger person". Through time it has come naturally. But know that one day I will break.
I will be tired of being ignored.
I will be tired of pushing my feelings aside.
I will be tired of you being my first choice when I'm always your second.
I will be done.
And there is no coming back from that. When that happens I promise to move on. I'll rise from the ashes of that sad girl like phoenix. I'll be even "stronger". I'll try my hardest to not make the same mistakes twice again. I would have started all over again. Then when I have started over again, you won't be a part of my new life. I would have moved on to bigger better things and even though it hurts, because things like this never come easy, I will wish you the best. I will always wish for happiness and peace to come your way as it has come mine.
(A.A.B)
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