~ So look me in the eyes, tell me what you see
Perfect paradise, tearin' at the seams
I wish I could escape, I don't wanna fake it
Wish I could erase it, make your heart believe ~
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You tell me all the things I wanna hear When I'm gone you say you want me near You look me in the eyes, say that we will stay for life These feelings that we caught won't disappear
Part 17
Andy's point of view
The days have been going trought and I haven't talked or even saw Ryan once. He's skipping school and exams are coming up next week so he must come back soon. I haven't spoken with Ryan's friends even, and haven't seen Liam around latley. I also quitted modeling again cuz I'm not feeling like it even when my dad still begs me.
At school I was always lonely like it used to be. Things just went back to when I never met Ryan. I'm getting used to it.
Today felt diffrent. Even before I arrived at school I got a text from Ryan.
From Rye: come meet me at the field where we first kissed after school! Xx
I ignored his text as I went to school and had my normal day. Classes went by and so did lunch and the next few classes. I have to be honest, I was thinking about Ryan the whole day.
Would I go to the field or leave him hanging and go home? At least he left me hanging more than once so why should I go?
After school I did found myself walking to the field. Maybe because I still do love him. As I arrived I saw Ryan already waiting. I felt my heart beat go faster any second but at the same time anger took over me. The times he left me hanging, it just hurts. I don't know if I can handel that again.
Ryan is not good for me, he only caused me pain and a broken heart.
"Hey." I said as I looked down at Ryan sitting on the grass. He had a rose with him.
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"You came." Ryan said as he stood up and gave me the rose. "This one is for you."
I took it from him and looked him death in the eye. You could tell he feels bad but yet again I could tell he wasn't in love with me like he used to be. He looked at me as he was about to say goodbye for real.
"I have to tell you something." He started.
"I'm waiting." I said annoyed.
"I talked with my mom about everything." He said. "From how you made me found myself and made me realise I'm gay. To the point we got together but as quick as that came we were done."
"Yeah."
"I also talked with her about getting my own flat." He told me.
