Teach me love

Part 7: care

When I woke up I felt the warm skin of Namjoon against me.

I smiled at the feeling and snuggled in closer. Memories of the night before raced through my head and I bit my lip.

My eyes opened and I was greeted with his peaceful sleeping form. I continued to stare for a while until the action of him opening his eyes scared me.

When he saw I was in the bed with him his eyebrows pulled in. "Y/N.. what are you doing in my bed..?"

My eyebrows pulled in back "you.. don't remember what happened last night..?" I said, feeling kind of disappointed.

He tried to sit up but then he realized, he was completely naked "oh god.. oh no.. tell me we didn't.."

I frowned and swiveled my right leg over him to sit on his lap, hopefully to keep him from leaving.

However the pain between my legs shot through me and I cried out in pain.

At first his expression was really worried and he was looking around at me to look for injury but that's when he realized, I was naked too and now on top of him.

His face turned a million shades of red. And he bit his lip "I remember now..." I sighed and my face fell "You.. regret it.. you regret me.." I said softly.

He sat up quickly and held my shoulders "no.. no it's not you at all.. I promise.. it's not even your age.. because you're a legal adult.. it's just.. I'm your teacher.. you could get expelled if someone found out.."

I held his cheeks "then we won't let anyone find out.."

he blinked a few times "Y/N this is seriously dangerous." I pecked him quickly, leaving him shocked

"I'm finally doing something with my life.. you.. you're fixing me. I promise you I'd teach you love didn't I..?"

He swallowed "I was drunk Y/N.." I clenched my jaw slightly "but you meant it.. didn't you.."

he sighed and nodded "yeah.. I did.."

I moved in closer "then let me keep my promise.." his hands slipped down to my waist.

"I always knew you had a crush on me Y/N.." he said in a soft voice.

I blushed "y-you did.." he chuckled a little and nodded "I have to admit.. I had a crush on you too. I just thought I was a teacher looking out for his student but.. I was being stupid trying to tell myself that. I became.. protective of you.."

I shivered at his words. I wanted him to tell me more. "When you fainted that day.. because Jungkook was grabbing you.. I lost it. I tried to keep my composure and be professional but.. I was so angry I couldn't think straight.." he confessed in a disappointed voice.

"I wanted to punch the kid honestly.." I smiled "really..? For me..?" He smiled back and hid his face in my neck as he hugged me close "really.. for you.."

I laughed but my growling stomach interrupted me. He pulled away and his eyebrows pulled in "Y/N.. how much did you eat yesterday.." he asked.

I bit my lip in worry of his reaction "uhm.." the grip his hands had on my waist tightened slightly

"tell me Y/N.." I looked away "n..not a lot.." he persisted.

"How much exactly.." I clenched my jaw "little to nothing.."

he picked me up gently and set me back down on the bed, struggling to dress himself before giving me one of his big hoodies to cover up with.

When we where both at least slightly decent he picked me up princess style and carried me down the stairs.

He set me on the couch and kissed my forehead before walking away. When he came back he had a little folding table that he put in front of me.

Again he left and I heard him cooking. I grinned from ear to ear at the fact that he wanted to take care of me so bad.

When he came back there was two slightly burned pancakes on a plate.

He smiled sheepishly "sorry.." I smiled brightly "they're beautiful.." that made his sheepish smile turn in to a genuine one and he quickly grabbed the plate of grapes and syrup, setting them on the small table too.

I took a bite of the pancakes and laughed a little "they're definitely burnt.. but.. they taste perfect.." he tilted his head "how..?" I turned my gaze to him again.

"They taste so good because despite your inability to cook.. you tried so you could take care of me.."

his face turned slightly red and he looked away. "The fact that you did this because you care is all that matters to me.."

After I ate I laid comfortably on the couch and continued to watch the TV screen.

"Y/N?" He called. "Yeah?" I replied. "I'm going to go do some errands okay? Don't get up okay.. you need to rest.. I swear it doesn't matter how careful I am I'm just too aggressive and clumsy.. I'm really sorry.."

I shook my head "no it's okay.. it was my decision.. I don't regret a single thing. Go ahead.."

he kissed my forehead "I'm gonna get you some pain killers and junk food okay?" I smiled even bigger "what makes you think I'll eat it?"

He laughed "you will.." when his figure left the house I squealed in excitement.

It felt like I was in an amazing dream that I wouldn't ever have to wake up from.

I laid on that couch waiting for him but about 30 minutes later I became tired and fell asleep comfortably and peacefully.

Dreams of him flooding my head and making me happy throughout my sleep.

However my dream had a weird turn to it. He smiled.. kissed my head.. and started to walk away.

I called out for him in confusion and chased after him. When he heard me he turned around but.. he couldn't come back to me.. even though he tried he couldn't move.

I couldn't move either.. just then.. I was awaken from my strange dream.