Smart Idiot | KNJ [√]

14.

Namjoon P.O.V

"Hee-young.." I knocked on her door for the seventh time today but she still hasn't answered.

Today is the first day of her.. symptoms.

To be honest.. I'm as worried as Hoseok.

She can't be cooped up in her room crying straight for 2 days.

It's not healthy and I need to eat cause as you all know, I can't cook.

"Hee-young.. Open up."

"go away.."

Finally she said something..

"Come on, Let me in. It's not healthy for you to stay in there." I knocked again.

"I said go away!"

"Why are you being so difficult! Do you wanna die in there!?" I began to lose my temper.

"I don't care.."

I went to my room feeling faustrated.

I looked through my drawers to find anything that can bring her out.

I looked under my bed and to my surprise, there was a purple diary.

On the cover it said,

THIS DIARY BELONGS TO

💜 ~Hee-young~ 💜

I guess she likes purple..

Out of curiosity, I opened her diary.

2016

Hey, diary...

It's the start of the year and my dad already hates me.

I am the cause of her death, of course he'll despise me.

I flipped to another page.

2016

Hey..

It's been so hard learning and concentrating..

My teacher doesn't care and likes picking on me for no apparent reason.

I wish someone would understand and listen to my concerns.

I shouldn't be writing this in a freaking diary..

While I was flipping through a piece of paper dropped out of the diary.

It was a picture..

There was 3 people including her.

She had covered their faces in permanent marker and wrote.

'If they can't help me, then no one can.'

I was hoping on finding embarrassing stuff like in normal girly diaries but.. This one is depressing.

It's the opposite of her personality.

Or have I been seeing wrong?

She acts so happy even around Hoseok.