Smart Idiot | KNJ [√]

'Rejected' (final)

22 year old Namjoon P.O.V

It's been a year since I left.

I still talk to Eomma, I never want her to be too lonely in that bug house.

But lately she hasn't been calling like she use to and I've been really stressed out over it.

I've been very stressed here in America but I'm doing fine.

Studying aboard isn't easy but I have to stay just for a few more years till I can be a teacher.

I just hope Eomma is doing fine over there.

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I found out why she never talked to me as much as she use to.

She had someone to take over my place.

I was so angered by it that I never spoke to her or messaged her anymore.

I decided to just study and not care about it.

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Fast forward to when Namjoon met Mrs Kim after so long..

24 year old Namjoon P.O.V (present time)

"Namjoon, tell me.. How have you been this few years?" Eomma asked.

"I've been okay.. I coped with my studies even though it was hard."

It wasn't hard, it was hard because you weren't there to support me.

"I knew it, you're still mad at me.." She sighed.

"I didn't say that-"

"You meant that, you're a smart boy so studying isn't really that hard for you."

She really does know me.

"I.. I was jealous.. Of her." I said the truth.

"Namjoon, you'll always have a special place in my heart, no one can replace you." She creased my cheek.

"Even though you rejected me when I was young?"

".. Namjoon.. I didn't reject you neither did your father. We were busy because of a financial crisis, I thought you would have known that by now." She looked down in guilt.

"Well, I'm not like other people. I didn't understand why you started ignoring me, I became faustrated and angry and I felt alone even if Rapmon was beside me because that loneliness only went away when you spent time with me. I understand your intentions but it was just so sudden.."

"Were you still lonely when you had your friends?"

"Both of you made a different kind of loneliness my friends couldn't help me with, But I was being petty I'm sorry."

I realized my mistakes after a met Hee-young.

She made me realize that I was being petty this whole time.

They weren't the ones who rejected me, I was the one who rejected them.

I thought I was in a bad situation, but hers was much worse but she still smiled.

She didn't make a big fuss about it and she continued to live a normal life despite having a bad past.

I was wrong to judge her, I was so wrong..

"I'm the worst son ever, I'm sorry.."

"You're not a bad son! You're my favourite son." Eomma gave me a tight hug.

"I'm your only son." I laughed.

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I'll keep this short and simple.

What I've learned is that you should see through the perspective of others and not only based on your own.

And that you should love your parents no matter what.

Don't thrust a knife at your father..

~🍃🍂~

From now on, I'll do just that.

~🍂🍃~

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Before I end this short series, there's a little scene that I wanna show y'all..

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Seowoon P.O.V

It's that jerk who almost ruined my life, Kim Namjoon.

Going on a date I see.

What's this? Is that Hee-young?

What a coincidence! The two people who almost ruined my life are dating.

I went behind them and grabbed his shoulder.

"Hey, Namjoon. How are you doing? "

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I can't kill him off cause he's needed ;)

I'll kill him with a bus once he's purpose is done-

iM KiDdInG!

I don't promote violence like I said in another chapter :D

SO THAT CONCLUDES THE END OF THIS SERIES!

HeHe :)