Smart Idiot | KNJ [√]

'Rejected' (3)

21 year old Namjoon P.O.V

I finally mustured up my courage to go back home.

I knocked the door nervously, I was not sure they'll still let me in or even forgive me.

"Yes? How may I help you-" Eomma opened the door slightly and stopped when she saw me.

"Eomma-"

Before I could say anything else she hugged me.

"..Where have you been? I was so worried.." She sobbed.

"I'm okay.. Don't worry." tears streamed down my face.

"What's wrong?" Appa came to the front door.

"Namjoon.!" he hugged me as well.

"..Appa.."

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"I'm sorry.." I said repeatedly.

They said that even if I did some wrong in the past, they still loved me.

They forgave my past mistakes.

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A few months later..

"Namjoon.?"

"mhm?" I hummed in response.

"What do you think about moving to Japan?"

"I don't mind moving but there's something I need to tell you.. " I said nervously.

"What is it?"

"I'm going aboard to study, so if you're going to Japan I'll not be able to follow you."

"But you just came back! You want to leave us again?" Appa said in sadness.

"I want to study abroad-"

"No! I will not allow it! You came back only a few months ago." Appa left my room.

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"Namjoon? Are you still awake?" Eomma came into my room.

I was pretending to sleep.

"You know.. I heard from your father that you want to study abroad and that he didn't allow it.."

She took a deep breath in.

"I'm allowing you to go and presuade your dreams. I know you want to be a teacher and.. I know that if you stay with us you'll not be able to achieve them."

I springed up and looked at Eomma.

"Thank you.." I hugged her tightly.

"But.. Are you going to Japan?" I asked.

"Japan? Hmm.. I'm not sure, I'd probably reject going there. I would like to stay in this house for as long as I can. I don't want to sell it."

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In a these few months I had with my parents, I spent time with them more than I ever had when I was younger.

We did so many things together that we couldn't do when I was younger.

People have us looks for doing children things sometimes, but I didn't care.

I loved spending time with them and it was all that mattered.

I did spend time with my friends but it was not as much as me spending time with my family.