Don't go (11th doctor who reader)

You left me alone:3

Y/n P.O.V

I wake up in a cold sweat as I rest my head back on the pillow. A sweet smell fills my nose as I breathe in. I open my eyes back up remembering what had happened and I look around. I found myself on top of the Doctors bare chest. I sleep him sleeping and I look over at the tiny clock on the side table.7:45. Shit, I will be late for work... whatever I don't think he will even let me go back. I try to get up and find the Doctors arms are wrapped around me; I sigh as I try to wiggle out of his arms free form his arms. I try not to wake him up, but he starts to move a bit and his eye slowly lift open revealing his chocolate brown eye,

" Morning mumbles.." his voice was deep probably form just waking up. I was stuck on the name 'mumbles' I start to remember more and more of the doctor calling me that. I wiggle a little more as I look away from his face as mine his flushed red. He just tightens his arms around me a bit more as I wiggle. I finally stop and let a final sigh of defeat out, 

" Morning Doctor," I mumbled under my breath I didn't look him in the eyes as I feel him stare at me. 

" Doctor could you let me go..." I said he looked as studied my face. 

" Yes, but could we stay like this for one more minute and just talk a bit," he said trying to make eye contact with me,

 " If you would like then sure.." I studded looking at my hand on his chest.

 " how did you forget who I was?" he asked rubbing my back a bit 

" Doctor I don't know... when you touched my hand I remember bits and pieces, but as I try to remember now more and more comes back." I moved my hands and started to fix my cuticles as I spoke quickly. I felt one of his hands come up and touch my hands pushing them down to stop me from touching them.

" So you know who I am now then?" I nod as he continues " I'm sorry if I scared you... in the Tardis.. I didn't mean to raise my voice to you and grab you violently like that..." He wraps his hand into mine and looks at me " The last thing i wanted to do is scare you.... "he said will a low voice.I fight back a tear as he stares at me with a sad face.

" Doctor....." i said sitting up on his lap as he moves and gets up too. He brushes the small piece of hair that fell in my face back. 

" You left me..." my voice cracked as I move my eyes to look at him. He had a very sad smile on his face and he pulled me into his warm in-brace holding me tightly. Tears now freely fall down my face as I move my hands around his neck holding him back now. He kissed my head,

" Y/n..... and for that, I will never forgive myself. I will NEVER leave you again..." his low voice broke as he spoke. His hands now in my hair brushing it as he holds me close to his exposed body. He pulls back and looks me in the face; staring at me looking at all the features on my face. Then a slight blush ran along his face as he picked me up and placed me on the side of the bed. He stood up in front of me and wipes the tears from my eyes and grabs my arms and lifts me to my feet. The Doctor brought me to the kitchen and gave me a plate of food after he heated so of it up. He places it on the table smiling and sat down across for me. I eat shyly not hungry for anything and I saw the Doctor start to zone out and go into his head thinking. I did the same as him as I take a small mouth full of food in my mouth. ' why would the Doctor suddenly just pop up out of the blue? He couldn't have just popped in to say hello it's not like the doctor' I thought to myself; he seems to be very careful around me and how he held me like I was his.... 'stop thinking like this he doesn't love you no one can love something worthless' my head curse at its self, but he did would tell me? I snap out of my own thoughts as I feel something staring at me. It was the Doctor he was now staring at me while he was thinking. His eyes scan me up and down, " Ummm Doctor......?" I mumbled and waved a hand a little.

"mmm?" he replied with as he looked me in my eyes. 

"Doctor ....y-you were...umm.. s-staring..." I studdered looking down in my food. The Doctor looks away with a blush running along his cheeks. He cleared his voice,

" what oh um sorry Y/n..... Are you not hungry?" he said pointing to my food. I look at the plate, 

" oh it's good it really is but I am not hungry I just- yo-..... ya" I stumbled over my words as I played with the sleeve on the shirt. I then noticed the shirt was not mine and was the Doctors. I bright blush burned my face as I looked at my hands and legs. He mush have changed me so I was ok to go to bed...., "Y/n...?" the Doctor spoke making me look up at him.His cheek now a red too. 

"Doctor did you change me?" I mumble under my breath. His cheeks got a brighter red and he stumbled over his words as he spoke ,

" y-yes i wanted to make sure you we ok in bed.. D-don't worry I-I didnt do anything umm.....w-weird."he scratched the back of his head a his word came out of his mouth. I flush even more thinking of him being shirtless in bed with me. Oh it was going to be a long day.

helllooooo my timers I hope you like this chapter I worked hard on it anddd if you want you can leave a comment and tell me if you want more or not or even just to give adivce cuz I suck( at least I think I do) but thanks guy love you all and I will see you in the next one bye bye