The Possibilities

Emotions

   I wake up on my bed with Edward staring intently at me. I get up slowly. "What happened?" I ask. "You passed out you didn't look so good." I sighed. "Well I definitely feel a bit better thanks for taking care of me." I smile. He gives me a welcoming hug. 

   As I am hugging him I feel all warm and tingly a feeling I have never in my wildest dreams thought I would feel. I don't get it I feel this way every time he looks at me or hugs me. Can this be..? Nah it ain't what I think it is. I hope. 

   As I pull away I look out the window and see that it is night time. I yawn and go into the bathroom to change into my pajamas. I come out a few minutes later after brushing my teeth. I see Edward already laying down in my spot which is next to the wall. I let him this time and lay on the left side. 

   I stare at the ceiling. I feel movement next to me. I look over to see Edward facing me. "Hi," I smile. He smiles and I blush AGAIN. He notices this time and actually says something. "Awe you are blushing." He smiles. I then change the subject and tell him that I know who would help him get real hands. His face lights up at that. It is the cutest thing. 

   I kiss his cheek before saying goodnight and he smiles. "Goodnight." He says sweetly. I say it back and close my eyes feeling his on mine as I fall asleep. 

   (The next Morning) 

Edward wakes me up and tells me that a loud beeping is coming from my nightstand. I laugh and shut my alarm clock off. "Edward it is just an alarm clock. It tell me to wake up from school." He seems to understand and he nods. I go to the bathroom to change into a Black short sleeved shirt and black jeans. 

   I walked out and took Edward downstairs with my stuff to the kitchen area. I sat him down and gave him an apple to eat. James gets on the bus in the morning and sometimes in the afternoon. My brother comes downstairs gives me a hug as well as Edward and heads off towards the bus. 

   I suggest Edward wait with James at the bus stop. I follow him out the door and lock up. I kiss Edward on the cheek before heading off to my car. As I drive off Ed looks at me and watches me as I drive away. I see him out of my rear view mirror watching me and I smile. 

   (At School)

As I head into school my friends are waiting for me at my locker.  Scarlett, Amanda, and Miranda all give me a hug. We go our separate ways and I bump into Alex. But I notice when I bump into him I don't get those feelings I used to have with him. "Hey." He smiles. "Hi." I say back. 

   "Alex I have to tell you this. Um, well, I need to focus on my school work because I am trying to get into Harvard College." I say with confidence. He looks sad and says, "I understand. Friends?" He asks holding his hand out for me. I take it gladly and smile. We say our goodbyes and head off to school. 

   The whole day in school all I thought was how Edward was doing and thinking a lot of him to be quite literal. At lunch it was even worse. I could not even concentrate that when my friends were talking. I looked outside and thought I saw Edward but it was just my imagination running wild. It got to the point where I couldn't even eat I had to put my lunch away.

   I literally need to stop thinking of him. Finally, lunch ends. The rest of the day goes by fast. I get in my car saying by to my friends. All the way home I start realizing I have feelings for Edward. I smile to myself but also freak because I know I can't, like my grandmother, be with him no matter how much I want to. I push those thoughts to the back of my brain. 

   I get home and I walk in and there is sunlight coming through the house making everything in my house looks unrealistic. I go into the living room to see Edward sleeping on the couch. I quietly head upstairs to my room. I change out of my clothes and am about to finish putting on my shirt when I notice a figure standing in my doorway. 

   I quickly put on my shirt feeling embarrassed. "Sorry I thought you were asleep." I blush. He heads into the bathroom and  comes out with a paper heart with my name in it. It was beautiful. I smile widely and hug him. Feelings all swirling around in me. I thank him and put my pretty paper heart onto my drawer. He lays down on my bed as I put the TV on. I shut the light off and lay next to him. 

   "How was your day today?" He asks looking at the screen. I shrugged and said it was okay. I asked him how his day was and he said good. I move closer to him and wrap my arm under his arm on his torso and lay my head on his chest listening to his heart beat. His heart beats faster as I get comfortable. "So I am figuring tomorrow we go, after I get out of school, to the doctors to get you some real hands." I say. "That'd be cool." He replies. I say the usual goodnight before heading off to sleep. He says "Goodnight little Boggs."