Chemical Kids And Mechanical Brides

~Chapter Eleven~

I wake up to the sun shinning on my face. My back was pressed up against someone's chest and arms wrapped tightly around my waist. I reach over for my phone and saw 30 missed calls from Vic 20 calls from mike 50 from Jaime. that was only missed calls text messages I had 70 from Vic 65 from mike and 175 from Jaime. I sigh softly and text back one of Vic's many text messages.

" Vic I'm fine ish... I'll be home soon. Im at kellin I'll explain every thing that happened. I just- I tell you later love you Vic. See you soon." I text him. I feel kellin shift a little then yawn.

" Morning iris" he smiles at me. I smile a little at him. I sigh and my eyes start to water. my heart still hurts and here I am laying in my ex is bed in his arms.

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Jaime P.O.V

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I groan and roll over. Holy shit what happened last night. My head hurts I do know that. Wait who is this blond chick? WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO! OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD! I get out the bed and gather my stuff. FUCK FUCK FUCK I SLEPT WITH ANOTHER GIRL. I check my phone and saw tony massage. My heart broke in half. I cheated and shrugged it off. I put on my cloths and sneak out. I text iris hoping she'll talk to me. Nope no such luck. IM SO FUCKING STUPID. How could I do this to my beautiful Iris. My beautiful beautiful iris. I FUCKED EVERY THING UP. Shit the Fuentes brother out both going to murder me! I let tears fall down my face. I let a sob escape my lips.

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Iris P.O.V

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I just let it all out. I was just crying into kellin's shoulder. kellin has his arms around my my waist and chin rests on the top of my head. I shouldn't be doing this. I need to go home... I need to go home to my brothers.

" K-kellin I... Can you just take me home please" I mutter into his shoulder. I feel him nod and he lets me move. I find my shorts and take off the boxer kellin gave me last night. The shirt covered my butt so I just put my shorts on and took off the shirt. I still have my tank on. I put my cardigan back on and pull on my shoes still sniffling.

" Ready to go iris?" kellin asks softly. I nod my head. I get up and kellin wraps his arm around my shoulders. we both walk down stairs and to his car. I hope in the front seat and buckle up. Why-why do all these thing happen to me. I've always be loyal. I'm not one of the hoes that are not loyal. I look out the car window with tears slipping down my tan check. Kellin starts the car and heads to my house. I could see kellin look at me from the corner of my eye. I feel numb and broken. I feel like I was kicked on the curb ,stomped on and burned to a crisp. Bad things happen to good people.

" Iris... we are at your house. Do you want me to walk you to the door or stay in the car?" He asks softly. I unbuckle my seat belt but don't get out the car.

" Umm...ugh.... thanks kellin for you know every thing last night." I say shyly. He smiles at me. I lean over and kiss his cheek.

" Umm... it's all good iris" he says quietly with a blush on his cheeks. I get out the car but before I shut the door I sigh softy.

" Good bye Kelly" I smile weakly at him. I see a smile creep on his face. He waves at me and I shut the door and walk up my front steps. kellin sees me open the door and he drives off. I was greeted by a ever so happy looking Vic and mike. But there faces soften when they look at my face. I just walk into both there arms and cry some more.

" what's the matter darlin?" Vic asks with concern. I sob into mike chest. I feel him rub my back in small circles. I clutch his shirt tightly in my fist.

" Did something happen at the party? " mike asks softly. I nod my head. mike picks me up and walks somewhere. He Sets me on his lap and I burry my face in his neck. Vic was playing with my hair as I was crying into mikes chest.

" Iris...can you tell me what happened? if someone touched you I swear to god I'll beat someone to death of they did." Mike say. I shake my head "no". Both Vic and mike sigh in relief.

" Iris...love...then what happened to your right hand?" Vic asks softy. I move so I could sit in between mike and vic.

" W-w-well I was at the p-p-party and it was-was going good. T-t-then I went to-to find Jaime and-and h-he was making out with-with another girl. so I w-went to the bathroom and-and punched the mirror. I-I broke it off with h-him." I cry. At this point tear were rolling down my cheeks more then ever. I see mike clench his hands in to fists. Vic's face held so much anger and hate.

" A-and T-tony said t-that I'll take him b-back just like I-I did kellin." I sob into my hands.

" NO ONE SAYS THAT TO MY LITTLE SISTER EVER! IM GOING TO KILL BOTH OF THEM!" Mike yells. He got up and was about to leave but I caught his hand pulling him back down.

" N-no I need you h-here with me!" I choke though sobs. I'm damaged beyond repair. That all I am. damaged, broken,worth, no good bitch. I can't even keep a boyfriend. they end up cheating on me. Mike pulls me into his arms holding me tightly. Vic was rubbing my back trying to calm me down. But I can't... I can't calm myself down. Oh god I'm going to have a panic attack.

" Iris it's going to be okay... but you need to calm down please." Vic says quietly. I take deep breath and try to calm down. I loosen my grip on mike but he keeps a firm grip on me.

" How about you go change and we will watch movies and eat junk food. Okay?" Vic says softly. I nod and get up slowly not wanting to leave mikes arms. I slowly walk up to my room and find something to change in. I find a pair of black pj shirts that had white little skeletons on them. I found a sweatshirt and pulled it on. I walk to the bathroom and splash my face with cold water. my hair looks like a rats nest dear god. I brush it all out and tie it up in a messy bun. I sigh and walk down stairs. But stop when I hear my brothers talking.

" Mike what our we going to do? I mean the band? our little sister is hurting... what are we going to do?" Vic asks. I hear mike sigh a little bit.

" Vic I don't know... it's our sister before the band... But if it means giving up on that then we have to do what we gotta do." Mike sighs. no I'm braking up the band! no no no no.

" yeah I guess your right mike" Vic sighs sadly. No I'm not going to let that happen. They have worked to hard for this and I'm not going to ruin it. I walk to the kitchen where they are talking. I shove my hands in my pockets.

" No... you are not letting this band go. You both have worked to hard for this. I'm not going to let you ruin that. It might hurt but I'm not letting you do this. happy or not you.will.keep.this.band. you will go on to being friends with both of them. Don't worry about me I'll be fine. Just-just please promise me you will stay a band. " I say sternly. they both looked at me with shock.

" Please promise me?" I plead. They both make there way over to me and hug me. It still hurts knowing I'll have to see Jaime at school and at band practice but as long as my brotHers are happy. then I don't care if I have to suffer the pain.

" You are the best little sister anyone could ask for iris. You know that? " mike mutter in my hair. I smile at there happenis. At least they are happy. we all pull away and head to the living room. Vic sits on one if the ends of the couch, me laying in the middle with my head on Vic's stomach and my legs on mike lap. We all decide on a movie well me mostly. I picked "pitched perfect" one because why not and two both my brother love that movie secretly. this is why I love my brother, because they were willing to give up the band for me. That takes takes a lot of balls to do that.

But my heart still hurts. I feel empty inside. He made me happy. Tony is right... I'm going to take him back. going to give him a second chance. that's just how I am. But I know Jaime is different. He won't do it again... I can feel it. I don't want to but I can. unlike kellin I know he's hurt. by all the voice mails you can hear the pain in his voice. it's going to take a lot of time for me to trust him.