Her Conflicted Heart (aka the bad boy next door)

Give into Me

***Author's Note***
Hello my loyal readers... I am super glad to be back and on a roll writing again. I would really love some feed back on the last few chapters.

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**RECAP**

"Maybe we should call it a night and get some rest." he suggested breaking the silence.

"Oh, uh yeah. G-good idea." I stammered as I lowered my self down so my head was resting on the pillow facing James.

"Good night." I whispered staring into his eyes.

He reached his hand up and brushed it along my cheek and jaw brushing a strand of hair away from my face. He leaned in and placed a gentle kiss against my lips. Just barely touching them and whispered back, "Good night, beautiful."

I melted in that very spot into a puddle of goo. He laid back down and reached over and turn the light out. I was completely speechless. I didn't even move. I tried to calm down my thoughts but they were racing 500 miles a minute. I had no idea how to react. So I just rolled over and attempted to fall asleep.

I laid there for awhile unable to fall asleep. I could feel James stirring in bed behind me. I felt him slide towards me and then he snuggled into my back and wrapped his arm around me like the big spoon and pulled my body into his. He placed a few small kisses at the base of my neck and my whole body relaxed and I felt myself drift off to sleep in Jame's arms.

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Do you ever get the feeling like something bad is going to happen but you don't know when or where?

I feel myself stirring and coming out of my sleep. I have never slept so good in my entire life. I can feel the warmth of the morning sun against my cheek warming me as it shines through a window. "Holy Shit!" I frantically jump up when I realize I am not at home and in my own bed. "FUCK!" I clasp the blankets up around my chest. I can feel my heart racing. I feel the bed shift beside me and I slowly turn around to face a peaceful sleeping James.

I can't believe I am in bed with James. What the hell was I thinking last night? Obviously not thinking at all. What do guys call it? Thinking with my dick or in my case thinking with my vagina! Damn it!! I need to get out of here before I do something stupid.

I glance around the room and plan my escape. I don't want to face James this early in the morning probably looking like death. I need to get out without waking him. How the fuck am I going to do that?

I gently and quietly climb out of his bed trying carefully to not wake him. I tip-toe around the room looking for my clothes. Where the fuck did I put them? I was sure they were on the floor last night.

"Looking for these?" I jump at the sound of Jame's voice.

"Holy fuck!! You scared the shit out of me!" I squealed.

"Sorry. I didn't mean to startle you." He explained handing me my clothes.

"It's ok. I didn't even hear you wake up!" I stated.

"I'm sure you didn't as you were attempting to sneak out before I woke!" He stated.

"I-I I wasn't! I just wanted to get dressed and didn't want to wake you! That's all!" I explained.