My Pain Laughs in the Face of Yours

Chapter One

*Yes, the book moves fast. Sorry.*

I sigh as Elena drags me into her friends house like mansion. I had just moved from Beacon Hills to live with my cousin because I couldn't face my friends and family anymore. After having almost killed Allison, they all were always cautious around me. Like I would attack if they let their guard down.

I decided to leave then. Drop everything and leave. I of course wrote my dad a note. I know that my friends and family will be here in about three days to convince me to come back and I will just decide to move again.

My family doesn't actually know everything I have been through. During the summer I had been kidnapped and put through trials. I got my memory back in the end and all my glader friends and I keep in touch constantly. Then a week later when I got home and told my dad I had went to see some friends, I was with my girlfriend at the beach and we had dated before I was kidnapped so to make sure we would always be together I proposed and she said yes but she was shot and killed five minutes later and I had gotten shot in my shoulder and my hip.

I was in the hospital and they told my Dad that I was hanging out with friends at the beach and there was a shooting. I wasn't gonna let it go though. My friends and family visited me but then when I was getting released a man came up to me and gave me a letter discretely and then left.

One thing lead to another and now I am part of the CIA and kill threats or potential threats to America. Dad just thinks I am in love with camping.

I am a fast runner and have built up muscle but I wear sweaters in hope that no one notice my muscle knowing they will ask about the sudden change. There would be a lot of questions. Quite frankly I don't want to answer.

Elena eventually drags me into the living room. I could easily stop her but I figured I'd be nice till it annoyed me. Jeremy was in there and paid no mind to me but the rest of them were staring at me like I had broke in.

Elena lets go of me and I turn around ready to bolt. She grabs my hand and pulls me towards everyone. There were quite a few people and I noticed that a couple of them didn't look quite right and gave me an off feeling. Of course I knew that feeling.

When we get over to the group Elena starts happily introducing me and everyone.

"Everyone, this is Jeremy and my cousin, Stiles. Stiles, this is Caroline, Damon, Stefan my boyfriend, Bonnie, Klaus, Elijah, Alaric, and Matt!"

I study all of them then once I am done I groan in annoyance and huff, "More supernatural. I was trying to get away from my supernatural problems by moving here."

Elena's mouth dropped open and I felt everyones evident shock. Jeremy was now staring at me and he asked,"How do you know about supernatural and what do you mean "more supernatural"?"

I just stuff my hands in my pockets and reply,"When I was living in Beacon Hills my bestfriend turned into a werewolf. He didn't get cursed or have to kill anyone because this was a different kind of werewolf. He was bitten. But currently he has a pack back home. He is an alpha if any of you know what that means but he is a true alpha and he has werewolves, banshee's, werecoyotes, kitsune's, hunters, and humans in his pack.

I was in his pack to and kind of still am but I had to leave. Something supernatural went down and I had to leave cause of the after math. And anyways I already know about the Salvatore brothers.

I work for the CIA and they know about you both being vampires but they aren't acting on it because they haven't seen an extreme major threat. If anything they are laughing right now while looking over your files of how you spent your years. I wouldn't really know exactly since I don't really get to look at the files unless I have to eliminate someone from existance. But yeah I came here to get away from the supernatural problems but that doesn't seem possible. My friends and family will be here in a few days anyway to convince me to come back home."

I figured they wouldn't say anything with their predicament and it felt good to get that off my chest.

They were stunned into silence and I just waited patiently.

While waiting my phone started buzzing. When I pulled it out I see Scott calling. Distressed I answer but don't say anything.

"Stiles?"

"What do you want?" I could care less if Elena and her friends heard my conversation. It's not like they'll know what this conversation is about.

"Why did you leave Stiles? Just come back, we can figure something out. I will drag you back here if I have to."

"No Scott. Leave me alone. You all have had your moments where you almost hurt someone or you did but when I was possessed and I almost killed Allison, you all are acting like I could snap at any moment. Like I could attack you at any second. Well guess what Scott. The nogitsune is gone and you all know I was possessed."

I can here the stress as Lydia interjected,"We are so sorry Stiles. You are right. We are all taking this horribly. We were just so shocked to find that the one person who always could find a way to be sarcastic or see things we didn't was the one pulled into this. We are so sorry so please come back."

I huff and rub my eyes then simply say no.

It was quiet on the other end for a second but then I heard Malia and I huff after she says,"Micenzyslaw Stilinski, if you aren't coming back then we are coming to you. You are part of the pack whether you like it or not. So we will be there in a couple days and you better be ready for me to drag your butt all the way back to Beacon Hills."

"Now now Malia, we don't do that kind of stuff don't you remember." I said it in a cold and harsh tone.

She growled and hung up. Rolling my eyes I stuff my phone in my pocket. Looking at Elena I scowl,"I guess I will have some visitors in a few days."

She just gaped at me and I lean sideways onto the wall nearest to me. Damon was the first to speak.

" I think I am gonna like you."

I just smirk and fold my arms. Caroline gasped making everyone look at her and she squealed,"OMG!!! You are the famous model who goes by the name Dylan O'Brien!"

I wince and reply,"I don't model anymore."

She pouts and quickly grabs a pen from near and squeals,"Can I have your autograph?"

Wincing again I nod and she grabs a random piece of paper then gives it to me. After writing my autograph she was grinning.

Elena looked dumbfounded and she shouted," What has become of this world."

I respond," Clearly everyone knows about me. I have a lot of names I go by. Dylan O'Brien when modeling, Mitch Rapp when I am doing my job in assassinating, Thomas when I had been kidnapped and my memories had been erased for a month, then my real name Stiles Stilinski."

Shaking Elena's head she stopped for a moment and gasped,"You were kidnapped?!"

Mocking confusion I ask,"Oh, I didn't tell you. Well I am not explaining that one. That sucked."

Elena was about to ask another question when I interrupted, "Hey, do you hear that?"

Every stopped for a second then I add,"That is me not answering anymore of your questions. Would you look at that! "

She scowled at me and everyone chuckled.