Mistake // Jonah Marais

T W E N T Y - F O U R

sir hoenah

how did the picture get leaked?

i don't know to be honest

i didn't even see anyone take it. did you?

nope

can we talk about it now?

can we stop referring to the kiss as it

yeah yeah

anyways, it happened and it meant nothing. end of story.

it meant nothing?

did it mean something to you?

yes.

oh? jonah were just friends, you know that. and besides, if anything more happened between us then we would never be able to see each other because you'll be on tour and ali and ashton and i are in the process of moving. it wouldn't work out

and if we did end up dating, and then we break up, i couldn't live with myself if i lost you. i can't do that to our friendship

we make our friendship work even this it's a long distance friendship. we always have

i'm not lying and saying there aren't feelings here, because there are and it's very obvious.

it's always the same with people. you can't date because you can't ruin your friendship. i want this friendship to be something more. we are so close right now and even if a relationship doesn't work out, i know for a fact that we will be able to remain friends

jonah, i don't know if i can do the distance. yes, i'm able to do it right now, but that's because we're just friends. in a relationship i want to be able to cry into your arms, or you to cuddle me when i'm sad, and to be able to kiss whenever i want to

come on tour with me.

you know i can't do that

why not? i'm pretty positive ali and ashton can mckee by themselves. besides, you'd be third wheeling the whole time.

i can't do that to them. i'd be such a shitty friend if i did.

please just think about it

we don't have to be anything more, we can just be best friends, like we've been. i just want to be able to see you more than facetime or text

i'll think about it

really? thank you.

but for now, back to our conversation. we have to only be friends right now. i can't put myself into a position where i know i won't be able to see you constantly like a normal relationships would be. talking over screen just isn't the same as in person

i understand

so just friends?

just friends.

(a/n) you word count; 417
so i haven't decided if i'm making brin go on tour with them or not. but i guess we'll find out next chapter lmao