Stuck In Between

HOME.SWEET.HOME

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I've been thinking about what Zonnique said all night. I know it was harsh but it was a wake up call for me and its sad. I sighed thinking about the biggest mistake im about to pull.

I got out of bed and brushed my teeth and washed my face and let my hair down. I walked out the bathroom and into my bunk. We Arrived at the hospital and picked Victoria up she looked very bad. We signed her out and left going to the next state.

When we went inside the bus I laid her down in her bunk and laid with her caressing her hair. She was in so much pain I decided not to tell her what I was going to tell her and just give it time. 

"Are you gonna be okay?" I asked.

" No, I have to tell...you something that the doctor's couldn't tell you."

"Wassup?"

"Well I was two weeks but I had a miscarriage thats why I was really throwing up... they took me into surgery last night."

"Wait what they said you was depressed and stressed out." I said confused as hell.

" I am but he said I had a decision to tell you or he tell you and I wanted to tell you." She said with tears forming her eyes. I was shocked tears also formed for me. I pulled her into a real tight hug. "I'm so sorry Akoye I really am I, I just dont what-"

"Tori stop talking your saying all the wrong thing this isn't your fault just clear your mind and just lay with me." I said trying to calm her down.

After awhile she broke the silence.

"Akoye would you be mad if I um had a child on the way?" She asked.

"No I'd. ..be shocked like I was an hour ago" I said.

"Yeah every guy would except that" She said.

"I mean I would still be there"

"Akoye can I have some time to myself I'm still a bit hurt"

"Alright" I said giving her a kiss while leaving the bed. I went back in mines.

Jacob~

EJ came in the living room smiling hard.

"What you happy about?" I asked.

"Tay confessed that she likes me too after I told her how I felt" EJ explained.

"Well isn't that nice.?" I asked.

" why you say it like that?" He asked.

"You got the girl you want while I'm here thinking about the stress I put on this girl."

"It's okay man when she gets better just tell her how sorry you are and get her something" Rayan said.

"Yeah"EJ agreed.

"I might, it's just her bay bay ass boyfriend" I said rolling my eyes.

"Man as long as y'all not messin around you good" Chresanto said.

"Well that's true" Rayan said. I looked away and thought about how I kissed Her. I shook my head I mean maybe I should just move on because I'm just making things worse. I sigh got up and left.

Taylor~

I was in my bunk with Shania playing cards even though I didn't want to. I saw the curtain reveal to be Trinity I looked back at the cards.

"Taylor girl I need you right quick" She said.

"Hold up let me-"

"NOW!" She barked. I sigh and got out of bed. She grabbed my arm and pulled into the bathroom.

"Wassup Trin"

"It's Trinity we ain't cool"

"Yes Trinity" I said shaking my head.

"Look you don't need to talk to EJ anymore." I raised my eyebrows.

"Why not?"

"Because I like him"

"But he's 18 and your underage" I said.

"So I'll get like I got Gennis" She said smirking.

"But Trinity please, I really like him"

"You must forgot my mom own this group now so I can have you out in a heart beat" She folded her arms.

"Trinity are you treating me like this because of that night look I'm sorry I don't know what else to do or say that's why I took that burn just please just bullying me?" I begged. She had tears forming in her eyes and folded her arms shaking her leg.

"Die You Cunt." She said pushing me out the way. Before she left she put her hand on the knob and look back at me one last time with a devious glare. "Talk to him again and see what will happen."she said opening the door walking out. I closed the door and sat on the closed toilet seat and cried in my hands.

Malia~

I laid in Omari arms cuddling with him.

"I missed you so much boy"I said.

"Yeah me too"He said bluntly.

"How is tour so far?" I asked.

"Great, not ready for it to end really"

"Me either" I said. There was a silence. I feel like he doesn't still forgive me but I know if I bring it up there will be trouble. I just laid there with him and embraced his AXE

cologne.

Victoria~

I feel like shit pure SHIT every hour or two I had to roll out of bed to throw up. It was because of the bus. I hate this feeling I just wish I was okay. I'm glad Akoye didn't ask about that cut cause I knew he would have gotten out the truth. I received a call from my parents.  Oh Lord.

"Hello" I said trying to sound like was okay.

"Are you okay baby?" My mom asked.

"Yes ma'am I just felt a little sick I'm on bed rest for two weeks." I said.

"You coming home?" My dad asked.

"I think I should I don't know"

"Well think about it and whatever state your in we'll just give you plane tickets." She said.

"Yes ma'am" I said.

"Well we just called to check on you love you" my pops said.

"Love you Victoria"

"Thanks love you guys too" I said with a smile.

I think I should just go home and relax. I mean there's too much going on, on tour. When I come back I'm coming back with a new Attitude, Style, and performance.  I think just to stay to myself which mean break up with Akoye that's going to be the hardest of all. I came on tour to get known and stay myself but that fell off but it's gonna get better. I won't end my hard work for some boys and petty drama. YEP it's a done deal I'm going home. I smiled but that soon ended when I felt the need to throw up. I hopped out of bed and rushed into the bathroom.

TWO DAYS LATER

I finally arrived home it was like Home. Sweet.Home. I went upstairs still weak as hell and plopped on my bed. I got under my covers and watched as my mom and dad put my things up.

"Is there something you need?" My dad asked.

"Nope I'm good" I said snuggling under my covers.

"Oh well if you do we will be in the living room. " my dad said as they left. I finally went to sleep.

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