Virgil Angst Oneshots

Not Your Prince

"P-Patton," Roman stuttered out while holding a bouquet of light blue roses and red roses, "I have m-may have so...something to confess." This is no way a prince should confess! Patton deserves the best. There was a banner on the wall that asked the question, "Will you be MY Happy Pappy Patton?" There was pastries on the table, and don't forget the red and light blue heart balloons! Cheesy, yet perfect for Patton.

Patton was there, in front of Roman, speechless. His face was red, and his eyes shone with joy and surprise. The very eyes that Roman loved-- no, love with every bit of him.

As the prince confessed his undying love to the energetic and lovable side, the two other sides stood there, watching them. Patton hugged Roman immediately, accepting his confession with all of his heart.

They soon broke the hug with a few tears of joy that slipped out. "This was amazing and creative of you, Roman!" Patton complimented with a bright smile that he always had. "I...uh." Roman stuttered then turned his head to the anxious side and logical side. "Let's just say...I had a lot help." He said, smiling at the two other sides.

"Virgil had done most of it." Logan stated, turning his head to Virgil and putting a hand on his shoulder. "I- u-uh, i-it's was n-no big deal actually. Lo-Logan made t-the i-ideas, I j-just simply ma-made them." He stuttered out timidly.

"You also helped me rehearse my confession!" Roman added. "Really? Awww, that's so sweet!" Patton said, proud of his dark strange son. Virgil just smiled at them.

Logan sadly smiled at Virgil, knowing he's just pretending...like how he is pretending also.

As the Prince and the Father figure started to spend some time alone together to watch Disney movies while eating pastries in the Royal's room, the Logical and Anxious sides were left in the living room.

Logan waited for the right time to speak in case the another two positive sides may hear them. Now should be a right time to do so. "Virgil, are you alright?" He questioned, seeing their little young storm cloud off. He knew the reason why, yet he wanted him to tell him himself.

"O-Oh, I...I'm fine." He lied, hiding every hurt, hiding every flaw. He was the flaw. Maybe hiding in his dark room would hide him, then maybe they could actually live peacefully and happily. They are better off without some burden on their side. He's better off de--

He felt a familiar hand on his back, patting it to comfort him. "It's okay. I know." Logan said with a sad smile. Virgil looked up at him. His eyes were filled with tears that longed and dreaded to escape. Logan's eyes also had tears in it.

"It's alright to let go--" Without another word, Virgil finally broke down. His heart that he forced to be together by stitches, finally crumbled down as the stitches weren't strong enough to put it together anymore. Tears and sobs were muffled. He bit his lip to try keep quiet, he didn't want Roman and Patton to find out.

Logan immediately pulled Virgil into a comforting embrace. Rouge tears managed to slip out as the pain in his chest couldn't take it anymore, knowing the person that he actually fell in love is with someone else.

Logan teleported them to his room. He hugged Virgil close and tight, never letting go. They both let out their hidden sorrows. They both also made sure that they don't affect Thomas. They didn't want to have to explain the reason. The reason had to be hidden.

After some time, Virgil cried himself to sleep. The good part is actually he finally got some sleep. His makeup was ruined and left evidence that he surely didn't want so Logan wiped his makeup with wipes gently to not wake the other side.

After it was done, Logan decided it was best if he kept watch over the small side in case something happened. He knew Virgil loved to sleep in his hoodie so he didn't remove it. He put the think fur dark blue blanket over Virgil and let him sleep. What was Logan gonna do? ...What could he do...? Act normal.

Just like typical Logan, just like nothing happened. He can't let the other two know.

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Darkness...Darkness...that's all he sees. The Prince of his dreams wasn't his prince, but someone else's. Roman was to rescue Patton from any danger. He rescued Virgil just because he is important to Patton...

"You know...From the moment you saved me from that dragon witch, Princey, I thought you were going to save me from this darkness."

"I don't blame you though. Who would ever want to be with me?"

"...This darkness is where I deserve to be, the light is for you all. Darkness...my only friend...the one always there by my side."

"I could hear it calling my name. I could feel it trying to make me stay here forever in its grasp, knowing the pain would stop if I do take its hand."

"Maybe I should..."

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"I never want to wake up."

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He opened eyes, trying to realize what happened or where is he. He realized he was in Logan's room. "Another day where I wake up, yet wanting to sleep forever." He said in his mind. He stared the ceiling, feeling numb and empty.

The logical side was no where to be seen. Virgil-- No, his name was Anxiety. Anxiety...a burden made to disappear. "I can't be selfish." He muttered under his breath, smiling sadly and tears threatening to fall. His arm covered his eyes.

He remembered when he helped Roman prepare for the confession. Roman's eyes were filled with love for the positive and happy side, completely opposite of Virgil. It showed how much he truly love Patton...Patton.

Who wouldn't? Patton is everything you could dream of. At least, everything that Roman and Logan could dream of. Virgil loved Patton like a father. Patton always supported him, so it's Virgil's turn to.

The stormcloud closed his eyes tightly, and refused to let any of pain go. He sniffed. He knew this emotional pain could actually kill him, he didn't want them to know that he died because of that though.

Can't he just disappear without hurting anyone? Without harming Thomas? God, they don't deserve this. Why did he have to exist? Why can't he just move on? Stop being such a burden and do something right.

He kept his negative thoughts in his own dark purple bubble so Thomas won't be effected.

He put on his headphones and began listening to songs to help him calm down, yet there was one thing that was on his mind; Roman...

He fought back the unbearable pain again, something he did usual.

"I love him, I love him, I love him, and I love him, yet he loves someone else, my best friend. I may love him, but do I really love him if I try to ruin their happiness?"

I honestly didn't know how to end it soooo...I ended horribly, didn't I? 😂😂
Maybe this could be part 1.