I just wanted to be heard,
but people have so much in mind,
none of them relevant,
but still,
it's occupating the little space they have available to pay attention.
Any way, who am I to believe that my shit it's more important that everything else?
I'm just a selfish bitch.
Can I even stop self pitting?
God, just leave me alone.
Stop pushing me to the darkness.
Let me live in peace or die and rest.
I just want to go out and take some steps without falling once and again.
I really want to reach the light,
I really want to be happy.
¿But does happiness even exist?
¿Isn't the light just the adsence of darkness or was it the other way round?
Once you star living between shadows all the greys look the same.
By the way,
¿what was it that I wanted to say?
I can't even remember.
I got lost between the black waves of my thoughts.
But I must be thankful that I'm still alive, because sometimes,
just a little drop of dose waters into my mouth would have been enough to kill me right away.
Pulvis Et Umbra Sum
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Darkness
شِعرIt's all about when I started to know myself and I realized I hate all of it. I looked for light and I found no more than darkness. I tried to help and I failed. I did everything I could but it was useless. Now I can only sit down, look around and w...
