My cry for help

A miracle

Children who suffer shaken baby syndrome don't make it . Most of them past away or become disabled but god heard our prayers

and knew it wasn't Jordan's time to go . I than knew that even though god hadn't stopped this from happening he gave us a blessing . He gave us another chance to love Jordan an this time to protect him from everything and everyone .

I watched as my mom suffered day after day blaming herself for what happened , thinking it was her fault in bringing him to daycare . Even though he was alive n home a piece of her was gone . this had taken away her happiness ,she wasn't the same after March 10th . but as a mother she held it in and pretended to be fine , she did whatever it took to make sure Jordan would have some what of a normal life . she went online researched things for him to do to build up his strength to walk .

Doctors didn't think he would improve , it's like they had no hope for him they didn't show a bit of faith in him doing better . but I knew it was there job to do that , to prepare us for what could happen and not get our hopes up.

On top of that we had to deal with court and worry about when this evil bitch would get locked up . I never hated someone as much as I did her , she deserved life in prison ! But nothing hurted more than knowing she wasn't sorry for what she did . She had no remorse for Jordan , in court she smiled , referred to him as " that boy" when she knew his name she just didn't care . she was the definition of the devil himself .

Jordan didn't deserve this , my mother didn't , none of us did !