self harm and depression

Sadness

Do you ever just stop?

You're just tired of it all.

And when people ask you,

Would you ever kill yourself,

You wouldn't hesitate to say yes

But in your mind you think

Well you think you want to kill the sadness not yourself.

But, the look they give you.

Its ice cold. You know your serious. But they don't.

But that's not the worst of it.

The worst is when you look in the mirror and you see someone you're ashamed to see. You are not starting at an abuser. No, You are staring at yourself. But that's not you anymore.

The person you stare at is the one thing you want dead in the world because you hate it that much.

And you whisper to yourself, "There's so much sadness. Its like I'm it. Sadness runs through my veins. And I don't know what to do."

Wrist are for bracelets, not for cutting ~Kellin Quinn

Stay strong

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