missing.

Ⅴ.

We went to your funeral today.I was tearing up and I don't cry.Everyone gave speeches of how you were so innocent,smart,kind,lovely and beautiful.

I made a speech but once I read the first sentence,I couldn't take anything anymore.I needed you, I was planning for us to be a thing,a casual couple.

Your sister had to read my speech for me.I sat in the back, not wanting to listen to anything anymore.

I was scared, lonely, and depressed.I didn't know what to do without you.