Since I left you I've been feeling lost.
I kind of knew that this would be the cost,
but I had to and I would again -
I knew that you were screwing with my brain.
Since I left you I've been feeling weak
and everything around me seems so bleak,
so meaningless and robbed of all it's essence,
for I have been with you since adolescence.
Since I left you I've been feeling free -
no one makes the judgement calls but me,
no one's there to influence my vision,
no one's there to force-feed me religion.
Since I left you I've been feeling small.
At every step I half-expect to fall.
I am depressed, but in depression, glad.
My life is better since I left you, God.
