The last days.

momma was right....

I was a weird boy. I had trouble with talking to girls. I wasn't so attractive and was socially akward. My momma always told me I'm her precious gift from heaven, but deep inside I didn't feel like I was. My life was pretty akward until I met this girl named lexi.

I first saw her in the 4th grade and now I'm here sitting next to her in 1st and 6th period. We didn't fall for eachother at first site, we were just friends. We started to talk to eachother everyday and talk about random stuff. She was so weird, but adorable at the same time. We eventually became really good friends and I earned her trust.

As time passed on I started to have a feeling I haven't felt in a long time.

I think I started to like her. She was just so magnificently beautiful and weird. There was something about her That made her stand out from the rest of girls. My momma always told me "always express the way you feel. If You're mad, be mad. If you're sad, be sad. If you're happy, be happy. If you like/love someone, tell them before its too late, but for fucksakes, don't just stand there and do nothing".

I always could count on my mother. She was right. I had to do something.

The next day of school I had to do something. When we were doing p.e. I walked up to her while she was talking to her freinds and got into their convo.

She was happy to see me. I asked them what they were talking about and they said "lexi has a crush and needs advice". I wanted to know who her crush was and she told me in a heartbeat, ian coria. He's a close freind of mine. My heart broke in a matter of seconds. I gave her some useful advice without crying.

I told my momma about what happened and there wasn't much she could do. This was just a silly crush. She's my friend and that's all we'll ever.