The last days.

noemi....

I couldn't stop thinking about her. I seriously wanted this girl.  After the incident with the mirror.  I realized how stupid I was.  I falcon punched a mirror, cuz of a girl. I can't even tell you how much pain I felt that day. I don't know what hurt worse. My bleeding hand or realizing we'll be JUST freinds.

A couple of days later, a former crush of mine told me she liked me. She's a crazy, funny and a attractive girl. She asked me to be her boyfriend. I didn't know what to say. Go out with a girl you don't like? Or stay heartbroken?  This decision was difficult. I used to like this girl in the 6th grade and now she's here telling me she likes me and wants to start dating? That ship has sailed a while ago. I politely rejected her offer. She started to cty. I feel terrible if I make a girl sad/cry, okay? It feels like I've been stabbed 13 times. I asked lexi what she thinks I should do and I think she got jealous. She got mad all of a sudden. Lexi is extremely nice and sweet she's never like that.

It was so cute :3.

I made her jealous.

After, I told lexi that I declined noemi's offer. She gave me a cute smile and said "good, cuz I hate dat bitch. You deserve better, Alexis."

I giggled,"Hahaha I know". "I want you" I whisperd. "What" she asked. "Nothing" I said.

I wish I had the guts to tell her how much she means to me.I want her so much.I've never had a crush this awful/amazing before. She's just so gorgeous, and those eyes.she's a girl you just wanna hug and kiss all the time. The problem is......she doesn't like me the way I like her, and I'm just gonna have to live with that.