The last days.

ian is an idiot, but I can't blame him.

I got over lexi. I'll never find a girl like her. She's everything I wanted in a girl. I wish I was ian right now. NO.NO.NO.NO.NO.NO. ian is the luckiest guy in the world. The most beautifulest girl in the world likes him and he's not gonna do anything about her. I asked him if he liked lexi back and he said no. I was extremely happy, but pissed off at the same time. She's a one-of-a-kind and deserves to be recognized.

He's had a crush on this girl since the 2nd grade. That's a really long crush if You ask me, he must really like her. I can't blame ian. I had to do step up my game with lexi.

I was always nice and protective About her. If someone dared hurt her feelings. They would have to deal with me. One day, these three boys were going to grab her from the ass, but, I was luckily there on time to stop it. She was my queen, but didn't realize it.

Ian told me to tell lexi that he didn't like her back. I was sooo happy, until I told her. I think I might of celebrated too soon. She was depreseed about it. The moment I saw a tear come out of her beautiful eyes, I hugged her. I told her; "ian is really stupid for not noticing how amazing you are"

She responded; "really? :) "

I replied;  "of course, you're my world. I love you with all my heart. I would cut off my legs just to see your amazing smile. I'll always be here for you. I care about my happiness and without you.... I have no happiness. I love you so much, never mistreated you once. I poured my heart onto you.get that gun and swear to god. I'd blow my brains  in your lap, lay there and die in your arms. Drop to me knees and I'm pleading I'm trying to stop you weeping. She kisses me...

(Rapping part^ xD)

then I woke up. That was just a dream. I realized I still liked her. I punched a mirror and shattered it. For the first time in 8 years, I was crying, not just because I was losing alot of blood on my knuckles, but because I knew she would never like me the way I liked her.