My life

Intro to my life

Sorry I did not even introduce my self my name is zay carter I have short black hair I am back British I am about 4 foot I am 14 I have a boyfriend his name is Edward and i love him with all my heart I am depressed and Sucidle.

I have no friends I am fat ugly worthless and a piece of shit I have 2 brother 1 sister I will not put there name I will call them names my younger brother is gonna be jake my older brother is gonna be mike and my sister is gonna be amy this book it's not going to use slandered English or slang

I live with my mum not my dad he left when I was ten and I hardly see him because he has another family some where else I am always arguing with my mum but not as much as before my little brothers is always slapping me hitting me it is not like abuse or anything and he always tells

me I am fat no one likes me and I am ugly I really hurt but I try put on a brave face.

I don't have a relation ship with my older brother I don't even know where ever da fuck he is most of the time I have a close relationship with my sister but not that close

I talk to myself a lot I am emotionally bullied at school I hear voices telling I am fat and stuff like that it's like a song that I play on repeat and I see thing like a body but it is very vivid i am not schizophrenic I cut twice I am tryna stop cuz I don't wanna go down that route my boyfriend is helping me and always complementing me and he is just plain sweet and I love him so much most of our conversations consist if emoji

This is gonna be a story about my life this is like my own personal dairy that I wanna share with you guys I will post the fist chapter in two weeks the reason it is so far always is because I am slow at updating and I need to figure out exactly what I wanna tell you love you guy no hate please like vote fan and comment it would mean a lot

You can read the rest of the story on my other account xzyaxo it's not up yet but go check it the first chapter should be up by next week