Anxiety.
What is anxiety you may ask?
Well, anxiety makes you feel paralysed, like all your fears coming reality. It feels like your locked inside your own mind and the only way for you too escape it is to fall asleep and even then your dreams turn to nightmares, waking up with cold sweats wondering why the fuck is this happening too me?
You dread getting out of bed in the morning, that feeling in the pit of your stomach when you know you have to confront the inevitable. People making plans with you, you agreeing and then having too cancel as your about to walk out of the door because you remember you have social anxiety.
It sucks, but more than half the population suffer with it.
And i am one of those. Billie, Billie Eilish. Nice to meet you.