Never Meant To Be (on going)

Chapter 5 : Revealation

Our class has ended so yeah if your thinking na hinahanap ko si mikka well tama kayo ng iniisip

Dahil sa uniform niya mabilis naman siguro marerecognize kung ano yung course nya

Maybe she's a

Nursing student

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Medtech student

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Psychocologist student

ah basta hahanapin ko nalang siya ang hirap mag isip

Ang hirap hulaan but i know the best way to find her is to ask anyone who know's her so i guess i'll just start it from here

Few minutes later

While i'm walking through the science building mas tumitindi yung pag aasam ko na makita siya

Well actually i asked few students but still no one knows her ang hirap mag hanap ng taong ayaw mag pahanap

till i finally saw a group of college students na padaan ng hallway and i asked them

conversation

Me: Um guys pwede kayo maistorbo sandali? just going to ask something if pwede?

5 college students : Yeah sure , okay lang po

Col. Girl 1 : Ano po ba yun kuya?

Me: Um may kilala po ba kayong Michaela Janivah Availa?

Col guy1 : Si Mikka?

Me:  Oo Siya nga po!! hay finally nakahanap din ako ng may kilala sakanya um ano po kasi do you know where she is? because i haven't seen her for actually 3 days

Col. guy 2 : Actually 3 days na din siyanh di pumapasok wala din kameng contact sakanya

Col. Girl 1 : Bali kuya mauuna na po kame kasi we need to buy some materials for our project pa kasi eh . bali um pwede ko po ba malaman name mo? babalitaan ka nalang namin sa highschool bldg ka lang naman diba?

Me: Opo.. Um okay by the way just call me Cj or Carl nalang po pag hinanap niyo po ako salamat po ulet ha.. thank you po

end of conversation

habang paalis sila kanina ko pa napapansin yunh kasama nilang nakatingin sakin and namumublema ang itsura i guess or it's just my imagination

So i think i'd better go now and continue this tomorrow.

meanwhile on the street

I feel so dizzy i need to find a place to take a rest for alittle bit...

I'm still hoping to see her again i don't know why i'm being like this kahit na ilang days palang siyang di nag papakita sakin namimiss ko na agad siya

while i'm still thinking about her i found this familiar place parang  tinamaan ata ng delubyo dito kaso may posteng sira  i guess nasira yun dahil sa isang accident, there are some car wheel's scratches on the street and there's still a danger sign because of the great damage it has..

nahihilo na talaga ako so i guess before i passed out i need to call for help and then..

" Me: My head Hurt's ugh! bakit Ganito!! The hell! it's F*cked up! Help!! somebody Help......m......me.. "

dumilim ung paningin ko and then i passed out

*Flashback*

While i'm on a jaguar car , I was drinking vodka and shouting like there's no tomorrow

" Me: Why! why do i have to feel this sh*t! why am i suffering in this bullsh*t life, bakit pako binuhay ! sana una palang pinatay nako para di ko na nararanasan to!! "

and i saw someone walking through the road it was passing by

Me: Oh sh*t ! Get out of the way!!!

Kinaliwa ko yung Kotse i'm started to lose control of the car i'm driving, i was driving out of the road..

" Me: Is this the end? are you going to take me? to take away those pains  i'm having through my life? if yes i'm so thankful and happy to come with you "

The breaks are not working anymore and i saw a light i don't know if it's going to get me or to give me hope till i close my eyes

and i started to imagine things all my happy moments with ***** there are tears coming out in my eye's while it's closed

and all i want to say is " GOODBYE "

*boogsh*

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!

*End of flashback*

i woked up in a room i think it's a hospital room because of the hospital smell but...

what was that dream all about? the street the car and like what the hell.. i know how to drink alcohol's.. but the big question is who is that person on my dream.. who was that girl that made me miserable in my dream .. is it real or not..

but before that questions made me crazy someone entered the room.

(A/N:sana po magustohan niyo

yung gawa ko .. still in process pa po sya haha sorry po kung medyo pangit pa baguhan palang po xD

paki vote nman po and promote salamat po :) )