Never Meant To Be (on going)

Chapter 6 : The Question and The Answer

Mikka's POV

"Wala sana maging masaya ka na"

After saying those words to him i made decision a decision to run and just hide on my past and this problem that it starts because of my stupidity

Before i left my school i told someone who i trusted the most she was my bestfriend from my childhood actually we're neighbors

I came to visit at her house to tell her that i won't be going to school anymore because of some reason

I was walking down the street and few mins later i'm in front of her house now i knocked at the door..

"Knock knock"

Yumi? are you there?

Yumi answered back..

Wait i'm coming Just stay there

she opened the door as i run on to her and hug her tightly and cried..

Mikka what happened? are you okay? did someone hurt you? and why do you have some bagage

She asked.

No one, i just want to tell you something it's important this is all about me and Carl and just don't mind this bags

I answered

Okay, so what about him? does his memories has come back?

She asked

well i think it's time for me to transfer school i can't afford to see him everytime that we've been with each other

every memories are comming back even those things i've done to him i hate my self i'm the worst person living in this world

i told him the story of us but he doesn't know everything because he had an amnesia right? so i made up a story i didn't tell him that the guy i was talking about was him and i even change that whole story

i told him that the guy i left was alright and even ask me if we could be friends

but i lied the whole truth is he was deeply miserable inside of him he flooded my cellphone some messages and calls just to make things alright but i ignore all of it

and after that when i wake up in the morning i got a news that he met an accident because he was driving drunk

i run to the hospital to see what happened to him and to make things right but when i got there they told me that he was in coma and there was a 100% sure that he had an amnesia and because of that his parents pushed me away and banned me to visit him to the hospital

She was shocked and stared at me while i was crying and telling her all the truth

I'll support you on your decisions girl just make sure you'll never regret it. do you remember the first day of school i know you we're happy when you found out that carl was transferring to our school to continue his highschool life because he hadn't graduated because of that accident right? but wait have you talked to your parents about this?

I replied

No i hadn't told them about this because they'll gonna kill me if they would know about this damn situation i am with, so i guess i should just run away by my own and start a new life .

She was upset and replied to my answer

That's dangerous! i won't let this happen. you should have a plan first you should talk to your parents i am supporting you for quitting you're studies but i'm not going to support you if you'll left your home to. you should think about your self what if something happens to you? there are many bad guys out there i am your bestfriend i am worried if what would happen to you out there use your brain! not only because of this shitty things you would make your life miserable think first because you might done the stupidiest thing you could done in your whole life.

after that i turned my head down and my tears started to come out from my eyes i don't even know what is wrong and what is right, right now.

I hugged her and told her

I know this is wrong but i would definitely die if i still study on that school so i made a choice where to sacrifice my everything just to forget about our past so i just want to tell you take care as always and please look after my parents and especially him i must go now goodbye.

Then i run out of her house i know this is a huge mistake but i should leave everything behind if i didn't broke up with him i guess everything would be fine.

after this day no one would definitely find me but i'll be here always to watch them.

-to be continued

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