My phone buzzing on the table, showing a "wake up!". I dragged my hand to the table, shutting my eyes, trying to reach the phone. Im so sleepy.
BUP!
"Fuck" I said under my breath as the phone fell on the floor
I rubbed my eyes and stretched my body. I got up and grabbed the phone, turned off the alarm. Then i dragged myself to the bathroom.
~time skip~
I went to my locker and get some stuff in it. As i close the locker, my eyes laid on a ginger-ish curly hair boy, Finn, my boyfriend. I looked at him when suddenly a girl approached him. I slightly squinted my eyes to see the girl and it's Lily. That bitch... What is she doing with my man? My fingers turned into fists. She then slide her hand from his shoulder down to his arm and his fingers. I want to go to her and just slap her but i can't. I dont want the same thing happen again.
Ringgg
The schoolbell rang and Lily left him, going to her class. Finn just stood there for few seconds then dragged himself to his class. I did the same.
~time skip~
School was really tiring without Finn by my side, hearing his sooth voice, melt into his soft smile, being in his arm and playing or joking with him. I miss him and i want to apologize so bad but after seeing him with Lily make me feel so mad.
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I sat on a bench, waiting for my mom to take me home. Then Millie and Sadie came and sat beside me. I was in the middle.
"Hey babe, are you okay?" Sadie frowned her eyebrows
"Yeah, we were so worried about you. You didn't even went to lunch" Millie pouted
"I dont know guys..." I let out a sigh and looked down on the ground
"Did Finn say anything to you?" Millie asked
"No" I replied
"Oh yeah... um are you coming to the party?" Sadie said
"Huh? What party?" I frowned my eyebrows and faced her
"Caleb's" Sadie said
"You don't know?" Millie asked
"No.. i know nothing about party and stuff" I said
"Okay like this, how about forget about him only for tonight and just have fun... okay? Then maybe things will works out" Millie smiled
I smiled back and nodded. They hugged me and we giggled.
~time skip~
I opened my closet to see if there's something interesting to wear. Well, there's nothing interesting. I went to Katie's room and try to find one of her dress or casual clothes. Yup i found it. I took her denim jacket and a plain white shirt. Others i wore mine.

Millie and Sadie arrived just in time and i kissed my mom's cheek before exiting the house. I ran to them and get in the car. Mr Brown was driving.
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We arrived at Caleb's house and said goodbye to Mr Brown. The house was filled with loud music, people dancing and other stuff that a party usually has.
"Come on guys" Millie said excitedly while walking to the door
We entered and there's so many people filling the house. I dont know why but i dont get the fun. It's like going to a funeral. I just can't stop thinking about Finn. It would be fun if he's with me right now.
"Hey girls!" Noah greeted us with a hug
"Where's Caleb?" Sadie asked, frowning her eyebrows
"I guess he's at the pool with Jack and Gaten" He replied
"Is Finn here?" I asked
"Yeah in the living room" He said and i nodded
"Mills, wanna grab a drink?" He said to Millie
"Yeah sure" She replied, grabbing his hand "See yall later" Millie waved at us and left with Noah to the kitchen
"So what do you want to do?" Sadie asked me
"Aren't you going to meet Caleb?" I frowned my eyebrows
"Well um yeah actually... but i dont want to leave you alone" She said
"Sadie, i'll be fine. Just go get your man" I giggled
"You're so annoying" She said jokingly and left me.
I don't have any idea what to do so i went to the kitchen and grab a drink. I stand against the wall and sip my drink. Then i heard someone called my name. It was Jack.
"Hey Jackaroo" I smiled
"Hey Ma'am. So you just got here?" He said while snatching my cup (in a good way) and takes a sip from it.
"About 10 minutes i guess"
"You're alone?" He asked and handed me the cup
"Well..." I shrugged "Millie is with Noah and Sadie is with Caleb"
"Oh okay... um you maybe wanna... d-dance?" He said
"I only dance to my favourite song" I giggled "Hey where are you going?"
Jack went to the song changing thing and changes it to my favourite song, Wasting Time by Calpurnia (i love this song uwu). He then started to move his hand like he's pulling me with a rope and i followed.
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We dance and dance until we're tired. Now i can feel the fun. It's like all of sudden.
"Woo! That was really fun" I laughed
"Yeah you're a good dancer" He laughed
"Um... i have to go now. Thanks Jack" I kissed his cheek and he blushed
Then i went around the house to look for Millie and Sadie when suddenly i saw something that breaks my heart into million pieces...
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Romancewhere a lovely teenage girl fell in love with her tutor but little did she know that he has the same feelings too? (I suck sorry. I dont even know what this story about but if you love Finn read? I guess?)