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march 26

hi guys time for another update! haven't written here in a while and i'm procrastinating on studying for my biology test tomorrow so instead i'm doing this because i felt like it :)

today i'm feeling well. kinda neutral. today went well so far.

i have an update on my crush though! it's a good one i guess. but also a lil sad lol.

i confessed to him yesterday! it went really well, although he doesn't like me back. that's okay tho! i'm glad he handled it well. apparently he already knew since he's reading this book (hi) so basically nothing has changed. we're still good friends and i hope for us to stay that way for at least another very long time :)

we got our new puppy on saturday and he's absolutely adorable!! although he can be pretty bad sometimes since he still does anything, anywhere he wants to do it. and yara really likes him so thats adorable :')

although the past days have been going really well, i have been sick for about like two weeks but i'm not skipping school for it. i'm pretty proud of myself for not staying home, even though i'm really sick lol. i can't stop coughing and i'm sneezing a lot, my nose is also really really stuffed. i have also been throwing up for a while now, which i haven't done in like 8 years?? i've done it twice in a week span. the first time was when i was in bed, i started gagging and shit so i sat right up and kinda threw up next to my bed (probably tmi but i don't care its my book bye) then the second time the same thing happened except this time i had time to run to the toilet downstairs. and it hurt so, so, SO bad i'm telling you. like it couldn't stop coming and it just hurt really bad. throwing up sucks man :'(

also i went to dutch comic con last saturday and it was so so great!! i went with two of my friends and we kind of went with ''matching'' outfits, i went as an extreme goth, shanty went as a pastel girl and annika went as a serial killer lol. we got looaaadds of hugs and i met this guy who i gave my number to because ehh i need friends and i'm still in desperate need of a relationship. he texted me on sunday night and we just kinda talked for a while only to find out he is turning 20 in september and he thought i was 17 asjghsdfjkl he looked 16 so thats why i gave my number lol anyway i probably shouldn't have given my number in the first place since stranger danger but i need more friends and he seemed really friendly

if any ppl want to be friends like just hmu please\

there's not much else i have to say but i want to keep writing and it feels awful because i just want to be conversative with someone :////

maybe i'll just try to make new friends on some website idk

i'll see

anyway thats it for today

bye lol