Sitting inside of Motors, my head resting on Rubens lap as he played with my hair. Old skate videos playing on the tiny television, entertaining us. "So how's things with you and Fuck-shit?" Ruben whispered. "I don't know Ruben." I spoke truthfully. I let out a puff of air sitting up. "Can I bum a smoke?" I asked Ruben knowing he always had cigarettes.
Walking to the back of the shop I proceeded out the back door. I needed some fresh air desperately. Turning to my left upon hearing the back door open, I see Ray making his way over to me.
Turning back around I continue to stare at the ground. "You okay? You've been kinda bummed lately." Ray questioned, sitting next to me on the ground. Sighing I turn to look at him, admiring how his brown skin glistened as the sun beamed down on us.
"I don't know Ray. I'm just tired of being used." I spoke softly. Done with my cigarette, I proceeded to put it out on the brick wall behind us. "I know what you mean." He spoke quietly. I turned to look at him once again, admiring how beautiful he is. How his brown skin glistened in the sun, and how his dreads hung down perfectly shaping his face. Leaning closer, connecting my lips with his, feeling a familiar spark, that I haven't felt in ages.
Our lips molded together perfectly as our tongues fought for dominance. Pulling back out of breathe, I quickly came to the realization of what I'd done.
I quickly got up making my way back inside the shop, grabbing my backpack and board, as Ray continuously called my name.
Hopping on my board I proceeded to skate, the wind blowing through my hair relaxing me slightly. 'What have I done,' I thought repeatedly, over and over.
I couldn't stay his toy forever.
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This was ass <3 Gonna update more for you guys tho٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
