ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ? ᴏʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ?[Unhold]

ⓒⓗⓐⓟⓣⓔⓡ ⑤

"ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴏᴡ?"

*•.¸♡ ʜᴀɴᴊɪ's pov ♡¸.•*

Two days pass but I still don't see Levi. Nor he would have a visit on me, come on Hanji that letter was just nothing, don't assume you'll just hurt yourself. I just keep that sentence to remind me not to fall in love with that Dracula, he's just my friend after all but I have this feelings lingering on me but I don't know what. In the matter of fact, who would love me in my appearance.

I let a tear escape. I'm not that kind of a feminine women, I have this bad shaped body of mine and this stupid eyeglasses.

I took of my glasses and look myself in the mirror.

What should I do to make me beautiful like other women's?

Then, there's a knock on the door.

"Come in" it most be aunt Isabel.

"Hanji dear is something wrong?" She asked me worriedly and I nodded.

"What is it dear?" She sitted beside me
"Auntie? What should I do to make me beautiful?" I ask calmly.

"Oh dear, beauty doesn't make sense"
My head perks up.

"Huh?" I got confused, why?

"Dear, what would you choose if you had a beauty but then inside is ugly or if you are ugly but then you had a beautiful inside? What should you choose?" Its a matter fact, yes. Beauty is not that really important.

"I would choose being ugly instead" I answered. "That's my girl!" She hugged me "but one thing I only advice you Hanji" oh I really want to hear some of her good advice.

"Don't choose the person who has a beautiful from the outside and his inside is ugly, but instead choose the person who has a beautiful inside. The one who can accept you for who you are"  she smiled and I smiled back.

"Thank you auntie" once again I smiled widely "Hanji, I'll better get going! I'm going to buy some groceries! Wanna come with me?" She offered.

"Umm.. No thanks auntie but I have something to do" I decline her offer.

"Okay dear but I have a surprise for you when I come back" with that she left the room leaving me in this quite room.

I sighed.

I look again to the mirror and put my glasses back.

"Auntie is right, I don't need beauty"
I whispered to myself.

"You're beautiful just the way you are Hanji" just then there was a voice from behind me.