Dior Dreams

The Back Story

A lot Of People Say You Have To Be Strong , Tough & Ready If Your A Gay Black Man Living In Philly . A lot Of People Say Philly Gays Got A lot Of Shit Going On . Yea I Guess They're Right . But , I Do What I Want . When I Want . Btw I'm Z'yaan , Z'yaan Mitchell .

It Was Late August , Hot Then A Bitch In Philly . Regardless , I Looked Like A New Hunnit Dollar Bill . I'm Not Average Built Boy . I'm 17 , 5'11 , I Got Hips , Thighs & A ass That Stops Traffic . Darker Caramel Complected Thing With Freckles On My Big Juicy Lips . I Wore Clothes That Looked Painted On To Show Off My Body . I Was Thick , Not Fat , Thick . This Particular Day I wore My Black Zara Shirt , Black Cut Up Jeans & Black Zara Sandals . Yes I Loved The Color Black . I Was Walking Down South St. Doing Alil Shopping . You Know How You Can Always Feel Your Being Watched But Can't Pin Point The Suspect Well I Had That power . I Walked Into Olympia Sport With The Intention On Buying Some Cut Sneakers For School , I Ran Across A Pair Of New Balances , A Couple Of Dunks & A Pair Of Espadrilles They Had . My Girl Tika Was Working The Register , We Busted It Up For A Lil While Then I Got That Feeling Again , That I Was Under Investigation

" boy You Soo Damn Crazy , Your Order Is $ 305.25 "

As I Continued To Giggle I Pulled My Debit Card Out My Black Leather Clutch But Before I Could Pass It To Tika A Man Appeared . Or Should I say Flew From Heaven .

" Take 350 Cutie . And Keep The Change . " Said The Man . He Stood 6'6 tall , Dark Chocolate , I Mean So Black All You Saw Was Teeth & Eye Balls . Just The Way I Liked Them . He Wore A Bellargo Tshirt , Cargo Pants & A Pair Of Valentino Sneakers . He Was A Drug Dealer , I Could Spot His Kind A Mile Away With One Eye Closed .

" Uhh , I Think I Can Pay For My Own Shit " I Said With A Smirt & Dash Of Resistance .

" With Me You Don't Have To Pay For Shit Baby . I Been Seeing You Turn Niggas Down All Up And Down The Strip But I'm Here To Tell You , You Won't Pull That Shit With The Kid ! "

" Before I Could Pull Any Shit With The Kid , I'd Have To Know Who You Are ? " I Said Looking Into His Dark Brown Eyes .

" Muhammad , The Love Of Your Life Baby . "

" Chile Please , You Smell Like Marc Jacobs Daisy , And I See The Sticker On Your Car That Says Baby on Board , your Love Belongs To Somebody Else " Tika Took The Money & Giggled As I Walked Aways , I Knew He Was Watching The Way My Ass Switched Out The Doors , Secretly I Wanted Him To , He was Just My Type .