Dior Dreams

Dreams & Nightmares

Me & Became A Couple Soon After We Started Dating . He Taught Him A lot & As Did He , I Couldn't Believe I Found My Night & Shinning Armor . But , It Was at a Price . Muhammad Like Many Philly Niggas Worked Alright He Pushed Bricks . He Was A Drug Cartel Of The Tri State Area . He Wasn't No Frank Lucas But He Was Damn Close . He Lived West Philly In This Big Nice Fucking 6Bed 2 Bath House . It Was Decked Out , Hard Wood Floors , Carpet , Polo Paint , Chandeliers , Walk In Closets , And Porshas Room Was Decorated In Hello Kitty She Loved it . I Would Stay Over Some nights & Make Him Drive Me To Work In The Morning . His Mother & Daughter Took A Liking To Me & It Felt Good . It Made Me Feel Whole Again Like When Grandmom Was Alive , But Something Just Wasn't Right . So You Know I Went Looking .

My Friend Toya Had A Black Tinted Crown Vic & I Borrowed It One Night After Me & Mu Went On A Date To Maggianos . He Dropped Me Off At His House , Dicked Me Down & Put Me To Sleep Or So He Thought . Soon As He Hit That Door , I Jumped In my All Black Git Up & In The Black Vic & FollowedThat Ass . First He Stoped Of 7 & Jackson Where Him & His Boys Was Getting It Then He Rode Down North & I Got Scared . We Stoppd At 8 & Diamond , I Parked On The Intersecting St. A Lil Light Skinned Thing Came Prancing Out The House With This Half hoodie On & Some Came Pants & J's . He Jumped In Muhammad's arms Like He Was His Or Something . Muhammad Went To The Back Seat & Pulled Out A Brown & Black Pit Bull Puppy . SHOW TIME , I Whiped The Tears From My Eyes & Went In For The Kill !

" hey Muhammad Long Time No See , It's Crazy I Run Into You Here " I Said Like I Was A Old Friend .

" Wassup Shawty , How You Been ? What You Been Up To ? " He Said Playing Along .

" We'll I Been Good , Still Doing Hair . I Gotta New Nigga , I Got His Name Tatted Look " I Showed Him My Tat Where I Got His Name on My Hip & He Got Mine Ok His Upper Back .

" Wait , I'm Confused . " Said The Young Thotty .

" You Look Confused , Very Confuse . See This Old Dog Gotta Home , He Wondered Off But He Has A Owner & If You Don't Want Trouble Prance Your Lil Ass Back In Your House . " I Said .

I Had A Good 6 inches & 70 Lbs On The Bitch But He Was Fucking With My Man I Woulda Beat The Shit Out Of Him Regardless .

" Oh See Honey . this Is My Man , He Been Seeing Me Since Like November , he Pays My Bills & Everything " He Said . I Smirked , Gave Him The 😌😏 Oh Yea Look . looked At Mu Black Ass ! Then I Lost It . I Grabbed That Lil Bitch Buy The Throat & Gave Him All Body Shots , I Didn't Go For Hair Scratch Or Anything . I Was Blowing His Ass Up ! He Tried To Fight Back But I Was Just To Fast ! I Started Stomping Him With My Black Boots . Mu Was Trying To Brake Us Apart , I Started Fighting His Ass ! He Is The Only Person To Tame Me . I Slapped Him All In The Face . He Picked My Ass Up Off My Feet & Bare Hugged Me " I Didn't Even Fuck Him Bae ! I Didn't Fuck Him ! " he Screamed !

I Broke Loose , " You Should Have Cause You Won't Fuck Me Nomore ! " . I Went Back To Vic , Checking My Face For Scratches , I Was Clear , If You Didn't Know Me You'd Never Know I Was Just Fighting . But I Had Blood Everywhere . I Had The Bitch Belly Ring Connected To The Ring Mu Brought Me Last Month . I Wasn't Going To Be Right .

3 Weeks Went Buy , Countless Phone Calls , Text Messages , Voicemails & House Visit . IHad Not Said Shit To Him Since That Night . I Still Took Porsha On Our Weekend Dates . Mall , Nail Salon , Movies .

I Was Heart Broken , This Wasn't My First Nigga But My First Real Love . I Stopped Dressing To Impress For Work , I Looked Basic One Day . I Was Doing A Wrap At The Shop , I Wore Some Euro Pants , Mu's Philly Jersey That Drapped Over My Thick Body But Revealed The Bottom Of My Ass & Some Air Forces . In Comes 10 Niggas With Large Humungous Red Rose Bouquet Of Flowers . After The 10th Guy Came Mu With A Large Bouquet . Dressed In All White . he Was Tall & Muscular & The All White Suit Was Fitted . He Stopped Infront Of My Client Keyshia She Gone Say " Baby I Forgive You For What Ever You Did Meet Me In The Back ! " Laughter Fell Over The Packed Salon , But Not Me . Then Came My Baby Girl Porsha In With A Big Red Bouquet of Flowers , In A All White Lil Dress & Red Chanel Bag I Brought Her For Her Birthday With The Matching Flats . She Bounced In With The Heavy Flowers , My Heart Dropped . He Put The Flowers In One The Waiting Clients Hands Then Picked Up Porsha , She Repeated Everything He Whispered To Her .

" My Daddy Said He Know You Mad But He Sorry ."

" He Promise To Never Ever Do It Again "

" He Gone Be Good This Time " She Said in A Childish Voice . Tears

Dropped Down My Face . " Come Here Porsha " I Said . I Grabbed Her & Told Her To Relay A Message " Zy Said If You Don't Behave He Going Far Far Far Away & Never Coming Back . "

" and Oh He Want Me To Tell You This , * She Waved For Him To Bend Down * " She Grabbed His Big Beard & Smacked Him In His Face A Few Times Then He Picked Me & Porsha Up & Swung Me Around , Kissed & Squeezed Me . I Missed My Lil Family . I Missed My Man ! everybody In The Shop Started Smiling , Clapping & Cheering .