Dior Dreams

Day Dreaming

It Was Soo Bright , Everything Was Draped In White . I Had On A White Suit , My Shoes Were White . Like My Wedding Suit , It Must Be My Wedding Day !! I Walked Through A Door In Hopes To To See Muhammad , And My Family & Friends . But Someone Else Appeared . She Sat On A White Bench , In A Beautiful White Gown , Her Hair Held Big Bouncy White Curls , Her Skin The Color Of Pure Honey . It Was My Grandmom . I Knew I Was Dead .

" Hey BAby " she Spoke .

" Grandmom , Were Are We ? " I Said With A Tear .

" This ... this is home baby , This Is The Final Frontier , This Is Heaven Baby . " She Said .

" No Grandmom , I Can't Be Here . I'm Getting MArried , I Have A Baby Girl & A Husband To Live For . They Need Me , I Need Them . " I Said Crying Heavily .

" calm Down BAby , I've Been Watching Over You . I Knoee Everything , I Seen That Fine Man Of Yours . & That Gorgeous Porshe . You've Made A Great Life For Yourself Baby . " she Said Whiping My Face .

" You Taught Me Those Things Grandmom , I Do Everything Because Of You . " I Said .

" I Knoee & I Was A Good Teacher . But , Sometimes Baby , All Choices You Make Aren't Good . Like That Temper . " She Said .

" I Knoee But It's Hard . Mu Can Be Such a As.... He Can Be Such A Jerk Sometimes . " I Said Realizing Were I Was .

" Well That Is True , But You Can't Be Beating People Children Down In The Street Baby ! No Matter What . " She Said As We Laughed .

" I'll Never Forget One Day , Me & Pop Pop Came From A Beautiful Night Out , Years Ago . Before I Had You .... IMean Your Mom . We Came Home & It Was A Baby In A Car seat On Our Front Step . I Couldn't Believe It , Damn Near November . & This Baby Was Freezing . I Looked At Pop & Told Him Go Get Some Milk & Call The Baby's Mother . He Denied That The Child Was His , But , Ima Smart Woman I Knew It Was His Baby Because Everytime I Picked The Baby Up Shed Cry But When Pop Pop Looked At Her She'd Smile . Telling Me That He's Been Around This Baby On More Than One Occasion . " she Said

" Wait Grandmom , What Year Was This ? 96 / 97 . I Think . " She Said .

" But My Mom , Was Born In 79 . " We Sat In Silence . Then She Told Me Everything . About My Birth Mother , Pop Pop Was My Father . But It All Happened Around The Same Time My ( Sister ) Shanda went In Labor But She Lost Child , A Week Later Due To Him Not Being Able To Breath On His Own . So They Replaced Him With Me .