More Than Forever

If I Could Turn Back Time

A/N: Make sure you listen to the song! It fits perfectly! xoxo

              Zayn stared at Niall's text forever. He sighed heavily and put his cell phone back upon the nightstand. He turned his head, realizing someone was in his room. He had just returned home, since Niall had left, and he could not even get any privacy? The hell? "What do you want?" Zayn snapped when he saw it was Harry.

"I wanted to apologize to you. I ruined your relationship with Niall and I shouldn't have. I'm sorry."

"Well, sorry doesn't cut it."

"Please, Zayn....for--forgive me."

"No." 

"So you're just going to stay angry at me? At Niall?"

"Leave me alone please. It's late. I want to sleep."

"Fine....but I'll be back."

"Oh, I'm sure you will."

            Harry stepped out into the hallway and took in a deep breath. Tears gathered into his eyes. He whimpered a rude remark about himself then hurried to his room. He started packing his things. He decided to go to Ireland and be with Niall. He needed Niall. He just wanted to be with Niall. He loved him. There was really no denying that. That was impossible to deny. 

          "Niall. Niall." Maura's sweet voice filled his ears. Niall slowly woke up, "What's wrong, Mum?"

"Harry is here."

"Wha--what?"

"He's here waiting for you in the den. Go talk to him. He's in tears."

Niall kicked the covers off himself and ran downstairs, only wearing boxers. When Harry heard him, he turned around, and slightly smiled, "Well, that helps the situation." he chuckled. Niall blushed, "Oops."

"Look....I tried talking to Zayn and he won't--" he was unable to finish. Niall threw himself at him and kissed his mouth. 

"Whoa! Niall!" Harry shoved him onto the couch, "What're you doing?!"

"What the hell did it look like?"

"Niall....we can't. You're married."

"You wanted to before."

"No....well....yeah....but I don't think I would have actually gotten physical." 

"Oh, trust me, Haz. You woulda." 

            Pacing, Harry shook his head, "I destroyed your happiness. I completely turned Zayn against me."

"Zayn should be angry with me too."

"He is...." Harry sighed.

"Well, then we just have each other for now. Stop crying, Harry. Don't do this to me."

"I deserve to die." Harry muttered.

"What! No!" Niall jumped up and grabbed Harry's wrists, "No. No. Don't you ever think that. Harry, we need you. You made a mistake. I made a mistake. That's life. It sucks. We'll get through this."

"How are you so positive when your marriage is going down the drain?"

"Because it was a rushed marriage."

"What? Why do you think that?"

"I just....I dunno. I'm confused right now."

"Me too." Harry chuckled.

Half smiling, Niall pulled him into a hug, and embraced him, "I love you, Haz."

"I love you too." Harry mumbled into Harry's bare shoulder. "I love you so much."

           Niall and Harry went out for the day. They decided staying home and sulking would not change what had happned. "Beautiful day." Harry cleared his throat while they were at the park. Niall half smiled, "Yeah. Surely is. I wonder where all our girls are. They're usually swarming this place when I'm here."

"Maybe it's because it's six am."

"Possibly." Niall chuckled and leaned his head back. He then felt his cell phone vibrate. He took it out and read a text from Liam: Zayn is really upset. I think you should call him.

"Zayn is upset." Niall sighed. Harry blushed, "Of course he is. Was that him?"

"No. Liam. I better call him and try to talk to him."

"I'll wait here." Harry sniffled. 

                Niall dialed Liam's number and waited for an answer, "Hey, mate. Let me talk to Zayn. Right now."

Liam did not hesitate. He handed the telephone over. 

"What?" Zayn's hoarse voice came on.

Niall straightened his shoulders, "I love you. I love you so much, Zayn. I feel like we rushed into things, yes, but that doesn't change the way I love you. Yes, I screwed up. Yes, I got confused. I shouldn't have lusted and I shouldn't have destroyed what we had."

"Well...."

"Well, I love you. Remember that and I'm not giving up on this relationship that easily."

"I kissed Perrie."

Niall was quiet, "What?"

"I kissed Perrie."

"Whe--when?"

"Last week."

"Last week I...."

"You were screwing over Harry and I was screwing over Perrie....and I was so ashamed of myself that I blamed it all on you, not wanting myself to seem like a bad guy. I don't know how the hell the kiss happened."

"Well then I think we're even." Niall burst out laughing.

Grinning, Zayn nodded, "I think we are, babe."

"Can I come home?"

"Only if I can screw YOU over now."

"Hell to the ya!" Niall chuckled, "Zayn....I would change everything if I could."

"I know, babe. We gotta get someone for Harry though and I know the perfect person. By the way, all is forgiven."

Smiling, tears came into Niall's eyes, "I love you so much."

"I love you more. See you soon?"

"Yep. Bye." Niall choked up and hung up. Hell had finally frozen over. 

 A/N: Ehmagawd should this be the end of this book? It's ended in a perfect spot right? Or is there still a cliffhanger somewhere in there? Should I do a wedding scene? A epilogue? OPINIONS PLEASE! xoxo