More Than Forever

Made Of Glass

A/N: I'm not one to leave a cliff hanger for long. I promise ;) Listen to the song! :) Btw, this chapter involves a bit of self harming. If you're uncomfortable with that, don't read the end but I don't go into detail with it. 

              "I can't." Niall said to Harry the next morning. Harry bowed his head, "I know. I shouldn't have even came to you like that. I put you in a hard position."

"I love Zayn....and I love you....but the way I love you is more like a brother and I love Zayn like....a husband." Niall sighed and joined Harry on the sofa, "I'm sorry, babe. I hope you're not hurting very much." 

"My heart is broken in two." Harry chuckled and lied his head back, "But I'll be okay." he smiled.

"You still have Larry Stylinson. Don't forget that." Niall rubbed Harry's shoulder--feeling something he had never felt before. Oh my God....I'm a cheater, he thought. He was a total cheater! He was lusting after Harry! What the hell? He was married to Zayn! ZAYN MALIK! He was Niall Malik....sort of....sort of not? Niall pulled away and hurried upstairs. He slammed the bathroom door shut and fell down against it. He blasted his music and hummed to himself. He lied his head back on the tile and stared up at the white ceiling. What was he doing? Where was he going in life? He was in the midst of planning a wedding with Zayn and all he could think about was Harry. He was a cheater. Completely. He lusted after Harry Styles.

                "Hey!" Zayn grinned. He hopped into the bathroom and turned the music off, "Harry said you were here."

"Yeah. I'm here." Niall sighed and sat up.

"What's wrong, baby?"

Niall half smiled, "Nothing."

"Are you sure? You're pale."

"I'm sure. I'm just a bit tired."

"Sorry I was gone when you got up. Your mum wanted to talk venue plans with me."

"What about me? You left me out?" Niall snapped.

"You were sleeping....I....I....I didn't want to bother you. Are you mad?"

"No. Nevermind." 

               Zayn ran his fingers back through Niall's hair. He slowly helped him up and smiled, "Come downstairs. I'll make you some breakfast." 

"No, Zayn....I....I have to tell you something." 

"What?" Zayn shrugged.

Gulping, Niall took in a deep breath, "It's about Harry."

"Okay. Tell me."

"....He....li--likes...."

"You." Zayn finished.

"How did you...."

"And you like him." hurt filled Zayn's eyes. 

Niall stared into his husband's eyes. Tears gathered in his blue ones and he sniffled loudly, "I love you." he whimpered.

"You're cheating on me practically."

"How did you....how did you guess?"

"It's easy. The way you look at each other."

                   Silence filled the bathroom. Niall bit his lip, "I'm sorry. I love you. Believe me. This is just a silly crush or....whatever.....what're you doing?" Niall whispered when he saw Zayn grabbed his hair products and his mirror. "I'm leaving for a few days. I'll get a hotel."

"Wait! Zayn!" Niall sobbed, "Don't leave! Don't leave me!" 

"Niall, look. I am 100% in love with you. You are my life and my joy but you think differently about me, apparently. I will just give you some space to think things through."

"What about the wedding?!"

"I'll explain it to our mums. Good bye." he said and slammed the door. Niall screeched loudly. He slammed his fist up against the wall. He then grabbed his razor and clawed it into his wrist.